my abusive life.....

What Is Life ??

*2 weeks later*

John's pov

Waking up without her sucks I'm use to her smacking me or doing some annoying as shit I miss her so damn much I Hate the way our relationship ended I need her nope I dont need her I want her I'd never thought a girl would make me wanna cry my eyes out but God damn this pain hurts like hell geez.

Mel's pov

I hate John I'm glad we broke up he was just a person that I loved so much and that I needed but he ruined it. He didn't have to say those harsh things oh my goodness and I'm not even in love with Chris I mean why would I ? He beated the shit out of me I can't even think about being with him I need him I want my baby back I love John but he has it stuck in his big head that I'm in love with Chris when I'm clearly not anyway I got out of bed and walked downstairs to the kitchen.

"GoodMorning mom,sister"

"Sup"

"Goodmorning baby" my mom says

"Where is dad ?"

"He went to the store you want some bacon and eggs and chocolate chip pancakes" my mom asked

"No mom John made that for me I want something that will stop me from throwing up and hurting my make me get over him"

"Melanie you want chic-fa-lay?"

"Oh my gosh I thought you never ask and with a milkshake and some ginger ale on the side oh my goodness and some cookies & creme ice cream that would be Soooo good" I said smiling

"Are you about to come on your period or something ?" My sister asked

"No Ri I'm just really hungry and I just really want those food choices and shut up I'm going through heartbreak leave me the hell alone"

"Watch your damn mouth I'm the only motherfucker who allowed to cuss in this damn house" my mom yelled

"Whoa whoa whoa...... Calm zownn mama" I said laughing

"Shut up and run upstairs and get my keys" she said laughing

I ran upstairs and went in her room and grabbed her keys and walked down the hall when I heard my phone go off

John: I miss you so much Mel please call me back

John: why won't you talk to me ?

John: Mel please

Me: John I'm done with you okay ? But I'll be there sometime today or tomorrow to get my shit until then all this is done with I'm officially done with you therefore I do not want you texting me anymore or calling me okay ?Okay

I took my phone off the charger and walked downstairs  we got in the car and we drove everywhere looking for some ginger ale.

John: okay well when you get here can we please talk I'm tired of arguing

Me: talk about what John ?? Me being in love with Chris ??

John: see Mel that shit right there is what I'm talking about I do not want to fight with you

Me: okay John Rita is bringing me over there later see then

I threw my phone on my bed and started eating my food I couldn't finish it though. I put it all on my stand and took like a 5 minute nap and got up to throw up why am I so sick ?? Ugh my stomach is killing me.

"Mel it's Rita can I come in" she said knocking on the door

"Sure"

"Mel are you okay ?? Like really think about it are you okay ?"  She said rubbing my stomach if you know me you know I love my stomach being rubbed when it hurts.

"Yes why ?"

"Well um Mel are you pregnant ?" She said studering

"Hell no Rita"

"Melanie please go check for me" she said standing up

"How I don't even have-"

I looked at her as she pulled a pregnancy test out of her back pocket

"Please Mel for me" she said begging

"Okay but I'm not pregnant and if it says I'm not which I'm not you owe me $5" I said snatching it from her

"Whatever just do it"

I walked in the bathroom and peed on it. I was scared to look at it so I wiped and washed my hands and ran out and handed to Rita.

"....... Oh my god Melanie y-y-your pregnant" she said looking surprised

"No I'm not your playing with me you play to much let me see" I said snatching it from her

"Oh my god I'm pregnant" I said standing there scared to death how is John going to react ?? Fuck John how are my parents going to react ?? I can't believe this....I'm having a baby..