It's Always Been You

6

Alex's POV 

Dinner with Ethan's family was a success. I think I officially got on both of their good sides. Lily, Ethan's mom, kept trying to keep the conversation away from my family. I appreciated her for that. 

"Thank you again for letting me crash here," I tell her for the millionth time this night. 

She just gave me one of her warm smiles that I was getting addicted to. Her hands went through my hair like Ethan does. This sign of affection shocked me, I wasn't used to it. My parents always said that showing your feelings made you weak. They never got any further than I love you at bedtimes. It surprised me, even more, when she leaned down and kissed me on the forehead. Is this what Ethan gets every night? A goodnight kiss and a warm smile. 

"You boys get a good night's rest and don't stay up too late, we have some shopping to do tomorrow." She said to both of us but I felt like she was directing that more towards Ethan. 

He kissed his mom on the cheek, giving her one of his small smiles. She waved goodbye before she left. I watched her as she left the hallway light on for us and then left the door cracked a bit. I felt Ethan's arms go around my waist, his chin poking into my shoulder. 

"So your mom, she's cool." 

I could feel him shrug his shoulders, "I guess." 

I turned around in his arms to where I was facing him. My eyes looked at him taking in his perfect features. His head dipped down to where my lips were, brushing them lightly. A soft moan escaped my lips as I felt his hands go underneath his hoodie. They traveled across my abs, stopping at the top of his sweatpants. My heart was beating a million miles a minute now. He looked at me and I knew what he was asking. I just closed my eyes and rested my head on his chest. His hands untied the sweatpants allowing them to fall around my ankles. Here I was half-naked in front of Ethan and I felt more comfortable than I've ever been in my entire life. His hands gripped the bottom of the hoodie. I put my arms up, letting the fabric slide across them. 

My hands were shaking as I undid his jeans. I could feel his eyes on me as I took his shirt off. I traced the outlining of his abs with my finger. I yelped as I felt his arms pick me up and carrying me to the bed. He laid me gently down on the soft sheets. I looked up at him, not knowing what to do next considering he was my first. He seemed to know what he was doing as he kissed all over my body. Seconds later his fingers tugged at my boxers, removing them. I watched as he took my thing in his hand, stroking it slowly. My head jerked back as I clenched the sheets in my fists. 

"Ethan," his name came out in a moan. 

The stroking stopped for awhile. I gathered my breath while I stared at the ceiling. His hands pulled me closer to him. Pain entered my back and I held back a scream. My head went up against his chest and I gripped his arms as he went in and out. The pain finally became manageable but still there. My eyes had been screwed shut and I opened them slowly, looking into his eyes. His mouth found mine as he continued his slow pace. I let my lips part allowing for his tongue to enter. The warmth of his tongue spread throughout my body. I quickly realized his thrusts were becoming harder and I couldn't hold it in anymore. I let out a loud moan while I mumbled Ethan's name. I hope we aren't being loud enough for them to hear us downstairs. 

I felt a warm liquid enter my body and Ethan fell onto my chest. Our breathing was coming out heavy and we were so sweaty. I have never ever once in my life felt that good. My arms went around his stomach, pulling him to me. The sound of his breathing led me right to sleep and there we were, together in each other's arms. Whatever happens tomorrow, I know I'll have Ethan there with me. 

* I know this chapter is really short, but I just wanted to cover the good stuff. I hope you all are liking it so far! *