Trenda • The Maze Runner

Chapter 12

Song: Feel Real by Depford Goth

THOMAS POV

I feel my self get chills as she whispers those words into ear. I feel a lump grow in my throat, I nod. She slowly walks away and all I can do is stare. Ummm... I know I can't remember anything but I am almost 99.9% sure I have never had sex. I am a virgin....I think. What if I'm bad at it? Is she a virgin? This is not going to end well. We don't even have condoms here. Or do we? No. Oh my gosh I need advice but who isn't a virgin here? Frypan? No, DEFINITLEY a virgin. Minho? Maybe idk. Jorge? Probably not a virgin, but he is like Brenda's dad and that would be awkward asking him how to have sex with his daughter. Okay who is left?!?! I'll ask Minho.

I walk over and find Minho eating soup. "Minho can I talk to you?" I ask shyly. "Sure, whatcha need?". I am going to embarrass myself. "Umm..well Brenda she uh...wants to uhhh...do it tonight and well....umm..." I squeak out. "Ooohhh, your coming to me for advice on sex. Nice. Well me and Sonya are taking things slow and I can't remember anything from my past life so can't help ya here". I sigh. "What am I going to do?" I say while covering my face with my hands. "Dude, you'll be fine! I mean she likes you and you like her, it'll be fine" he says while patting me on the back. "But what if I'm not good at it?" I sigh. "Dude i'm telling you, you'll be fine?". I see Brenda waving to me. Oh god. "thomas!" She yells. "Good luck man!" Minho says while I get up.

I slowly walk over to her where she grabs my hand and pulls me to her tent. I am trying hard not to sweat but it's getting harder the closer we get to her tent. She pulls me in and closes the entrance. Before I can get a word out her lips are on mine. I melt into the kiss as she wraps her arms around my neck. We slowly make it to her cot where she straddles me while leaving small kisses down my jawline. I can't help but moan a little. "You like that?" She asks in a seductive tone. I nod and she kisses me again on the lips. She begins to undo my belt and I freak out a little but don't let it show. She pulls of my pants and comes pack up to my lips. We kiss until she pulls of for air, only to take her shirt off. She has only has her undergarments on but she is beautiful. I can see her feel the scar on her back but she shakes it off when I kiss her. She continues to straddle me as she pulls my shirt off. "I love you" she says. "I love you too".

It wasn't painful, it wasn't embarrassing, it was quite pleasurable. Brenda seemed very happy afterwards and we just slept together the rest of the night. I found out tonight that, I really do love her.