colby laid a single kiss on sams lips before he had left the hospital.
colby knew it was stupid but he refused to lick or touch his lips.
he wanted to leave sams mark when he died.
colby didn't know how he wanted to do it.
but he was thinking him and sam could go out the same way.
razors.
colby pulled up to the house running inside and to his room.
only he was home, everyone else was at the hospital for sam.
he grabbed his razors stored in his drawer.
colby made his way in to the bathroom taking off his shirt and turning the bathtub on.
he remained in his shorts.
he stepped into the warm bath sitting down in it.
colby gave no thought and dug the razor into his wrist.
one for living a bad life
one for hurting his friends
one for falling for emily
and four deep deep cuts for causing sams death.
"i love you sam"
and those four cuts were exactly what ended colbys life.
and at the hospital where sam was, the machine began to hold a beep indicating sams heart had stopped beating.
the roommates jumped up yelling for nurses and doctors.
but it was too late for sam.
not only had his suicide attempt worked but so did colbys.
"how are we gonna tell colby about this. it's his best friend. it's the love of his life for years." corey said.
"what do you mean love of his life?" jake asked.
"sam and colby were in love with each other. for a long time." corey responded.
everyone else was silent.
they left the hospital full off sorrow.
arriving at home, the roommates walked upstairs heating the water running.
the red water leaked from under the bathroom door.
there's was nothing left to do but call the police and an ambulance.
but by the time the ambulance got there it was far to late for colby.
sam and colbys last words were them saying how much they loved each other.
but sam and colby were only to meet once again.
published 11/21/19
