Dusk Til Dawn {KomaHina}

*~Chapter 1: Despairful Hope~*

Nagito's POV

  Just another day of living a pointless life. Why am I still here? My luck basically took everything away from me. Nobody at school likes me. I have no friends, no family.

   Though, I still believe in hope. That's why I'm still here. Maybe, just maybe, hope will be on my side for once and give me something else to live for. Then that something, would give me life, a new experience, something that I always wished to feel.

   Love. That's all I ever wanted after the events in my life. Perhaps I'll find that hope and love in Hope's Peak Academy. Hahaha. Funny. There's no way I could. Who would like trash like me? Another worthless space to the planet.

    Also, how cliche of me to even think that. How could I, trash, think that I could have hope and love? I wouldn't and can't deserve it. Obviously, I wasn't made to have it. I was made to bring everyone down around me. Though, I never wanted too, I do it anyways.
  
  All I want is some friends or at least one. Will I even make friends this year? Nah. I'll forever be lonely. Who would honestly want to be friends with me? Why does my luck keep me from dying? Seriously, let a guy just die if they have no importance in life.

   Though, perhaps my luck is preparing me for something good, maybe great, or maybe hopeful. Nah. Silly me. My 'talent' hates enough, where it doesn't want me to be happy. There's no point of having that theory.

   I should go grocery shopping. Tomorrow is the first day back. Don't wanna starve from starvation, not like I mind or anything. Nobody would even notice because, nobody would come.

  Oh dear heaven's above, shall an angel come save me from this hell of a life? Or will they take me to the heaven's to live a better life? I'd hope so. Honestly, I need more to live than whatever this is.

   Wait, that sounds selfish. Welp, I didn't ask to be born, but I guess I'll live. Where's my phone? Ugh. I get up out of my bed and search around my room. Where the hell did I put it?! I check my pockets and feel my phone there. I sigh in relief.

   Honestly, I have to stop forgetting it's there. I pull my phone out of my pocket. 9:17 Ok... Late night food shopping here I come. I grab my green hoodie, keys, and head straight for the door. The night is beautiful, sometimes you can even see the stars. After a few steps I stop to take in the scenery.

     Wait. I shouldn't stop now, I can always come back and look at the sky. I continue walking down the sidewalk. I sigh. Nighttime is very, very relaxing. It's nice to look at the sky, listen to comforting music, and over think. Well, it's not good to over think but still. Sometimes I just can't help it.

    After I drop off the groceries I can go to the park and look at the stars and realize how lonely I'm truly am. I sigh. I'm finally at the grocery store at least. Now what shall I get. Maybe I'll get some hope bagels, rice, things to make sushi and dumplings, fish, strawberry, grapes, bananas, oranges, chicken, yogurt, broccoli, and  spinach. Yeah that sounds about it, maybe I'll get some ice cream.

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     I walk down the aisle, looking for the foods I needed. Hmm...where is the oranges? I walk down the fruit aisle. There it is! Wait, there's only one bag left,....welp sorry people. I went to grab the last bag left, but another hand also touched it. I look at them, "Oh sorry, you can get them" I say. "No, you had it first, go ahead and take them" the guy said.

    I closely look at the guy, he has brown hair with ahoge. He was wearing a gray hoodie with sweats. I giggle in my head at the guy. "No,no, I insist" I tell him. "No seriously, take them". "Fine", I grab the last bag of oranges and walk away.

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     I had put all my groceries, fixed my bento box for tomorrow, and left my house again. This night was too perfect not to miss. The night was cold, kind perfect for the mood. I already had my playlist ready.

   I sigh. I wish I had someone to love. It'll fill me with hope and happiness. Something I'm lacking in my life. My stupid luck killed my parents, now I'm alone in the world now, I have nobody. I felt a few tears roll down my face, I wipe them away. I can't cry, I have to be strong.... for them.

Author's Note: Ok so this first chapter. I finished this on 5/16/20, but it'll come out on 5/20/20. Sorry if Nagito is ooc. I tried my best to make him like him. I hope you enjoyed!!!