Nagito's POV
I wake up on my own, though I wish I didn't. It was one minute before my alarm went off, indicating that today is Monday and I have school. "Ugh" I groan to myself. I dragged myself out of bed. Trash like me doesn't deserve to go to Hopes Peak. It's a school for all the talented people, not scum like me.
People here are always full of hope! I love hope! Hope is amazing! I drool a bit. No! You have school today. You also have to find a way to avoid Hinata~kun and Ichigo~chan. I sigh. They're amazing, talented, and full of hope! I just know it. If I ignore them, they're hope will grow more!
I smile to myself, getting determined. I have to make Hinata~kun's and Ichigo~chan's hope shine brighter! Now how do I do that? I'll think about it later. For now, I should get ready.
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Today is too loud. The streets are too busy, and why is that? Right, it's an Monday. I roll my eyes. People are loud and ignorant, it makes me want to punch everyone in the face. Wait, is that too rude? Whatever, they deserve it. I stopped at my local Kissaten and ate there. It was nice at first, until ignorant people came in.
It is Spring, but is everybody this happy? My birthday is in one week. Am I excited? Not really, there's no point. Can trash like me die already? That'll bring hope to someone. "Ko!" A feminine voice, called out to me. God damn it, Ichigo~chan! She runs up to me.
"Haji's being a meanie" she says pouting. "I told you to stop teasing, this is why I can't tell you stuff" a harsh voice says behind me. Hinata~kun, glares at Ichigo chan. "This isn't my business, Hinata~kun just let it go and move on" I said very coldly. Not an inch of emotion in my voice. I begin to walk away, until Hinata~kun grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer.
I think that part was an accident but still. I blushed a bit. "What's with you?" He asked. "Nothing, let me go" I stated. "Hell no, you're acting cold, that isn't like you" he says. "You don't know me" I growled coldly. I release myself from his grip and continue walking to school.
As much as I want to be friends with them, I can't let that happen. My luck will run out and something bad will happen. It always does. I sigh. They sit right next to me, what am I going to d-. "What the hell man?!" I yelled, being pinned against a wall. "I caught a cutie, look i just wanted to talk" the guy said.
It was Jordan. "Look, I'm just trying to get to school" I growled. "Like I said, I just want to talk" he says calmly. Strange. What could he possibly want with trash like me? "I heard from a little birdie, you're gay" he says with a smirk. "So what?" I asked, becoming very uninterested with the conversation. "I was wondering if you would-".
His sentence is interrupted, as he gets kick in the stomach. "Leave Komaeda alone!". "Hinata~kun?", "What the heck?". He grabs me, and starts analyzing my body to make sure I'm not hurt. "Are you ok?" He asks softly. "I'm fine, he only wanted to ask a question" I explained. "What question?" He asks.
"That's a good question, I wonder what it was too" I stated sarcastically. He glares at me. "I'm just trying to make sure you're ok" he says. "I don't need you're help, I'm perfectly fine" I said, walking away from the whole situation. It pains me to ignore them, but I must, their hope must grow stronger.
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Lunch rolled around quicker than I expected. As the bell rung, I jumped out of my sit and ran out. For the past weekend I wanted to read in peace without anyone bothering me. That's all I wanted. And now I finally get that-
"Ow" I groaned. I have been pinned against a locker...again. Seriously what is with me getting pinned to things? "Sorry about that, I had to catch you before I lost you" The familiar voice said. It was Jordan...again. I roll my eyes mentally.
"First off let me go, secondly, is this about earlier?" I demanded. He let's go of me and continues, "I wanted to ask if you wanted to hangout or something?" He asks shyly. Is he serious? Does he really think I do that? "You don't have too, if you don't want too"he mumbles.
"I'll think about it" I tell him, walking away. "Wait!" He calls out to me. I stop and turn to him, "What is it now?" I stated, clearly annoyed at the fact I'm being held up. "I wanted to apologize, for how we met the first time", "I genuinely want to get to know you"he explains.
This whole situation sounds like someone trying to get back with their ex or some sappy bully and nerd story. "Don't expect to get close, but I will expect your apology", "Just leave Ichigo~chan alone and apologize to her" I growled, wanting this conversation to be over.
"Deal, thank you so much!" He says with a bright smile, walking away. I do the same, not wanting to waste anymore time. I hope no one else bothers me today, I can't take anymore social interactions. Ah~ Hope~! Though it seems I leved his hope up a bit. He does smell of despair but hope too. More despair then hope, which is why I don't like him.
I sigh, continuing my thoughts, they consume me like hunger. Please nobody– "Ow!" I yelled. I look up. Hinata~kun? "Sorry about bumping into–". "Why were you talking to him?" He growled. "Why does that matter?" I asked coldly. "It does, he could hurt you again and–".
I cut him off, "I don't need your help Hinata" I stated coldly, walking off. He called out to me, but I ignored him.
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It's finally the end of the day. I'm excited to go home and relax for once. Or I could drop by at Ichigo~chan's house. Though I want to ignore her, but I just can't. I'll think about it later. "Hey! Marshmallow" someone yelled out. I stopped, it was Jordan again. He run up to me, "Did you decide yet?" He asks.
"Hold up, did you call me marshmallow?" I asked. "Yeah, I don't exactly know you're name yet" he explains. "Oh, my name is Nagito Komaeda" I answered. "I'm Jordan Vazquez, I'm American" he says. "You're name sounds like it", "No offense" I say shyly. "It's fine" he says.
"So is it an yes?" He asks. "Sure, why not" I say with an smile. "Great let's go!" He says enthusiastically. "Wait now?!". "Yes, let's go!" He yells dragging me along with him. He might not be that bad after all.
Author's Note: And the plot thickens! Well not yet at least, as I made some changes to it. You'll be excited of who I bring next time ;) I'll post this chapter a bit early because I feel nice :) Enjoy ooc Nagito and probably Hajime. Also can I just say thank youuuuuuuu soooo much! To get over 100 reads within one month of being out. I'll give you guys a surprise for this but it'll take some time.
Published on: 06/21/20
Finished on: 06/21/20
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