Broken Hearts Heal Together

1. The Hospital

Remus's POV

"Ouch... Lils? Where am I? Where are we? LILY EVANS WAKE UP," I yelled at my best friend, Lily. Lils has been like my big sister since forever and we recently started living together when she found out about my family's...uh...problems. Of course as my best (and only) friend she sees it as her duty to protect me and go everywhere with me. I love her to death I don't know what I would do without her here with me.

"Hmm?" Lily hummed sleepily," Oh my gosh Rem you scared me! How are you feeling? Do you need anything? Try to stay awake for a little while ok?" Lily rambled a bit more awake this time.

"I'm fine just a bit confused, no I don't need anything. Oh and there's no chance I'm going back to sleep I hate hospitals. Why did you have to bring me here?" I tried being calm but in reality hospitals freak me out more than anything else.

"Do you remember anything from last night or must I tell you everything?" Lily asked

"Umm I think I remember some of it," I said trying to think.

T/W Bulimia and hints of Anorexia

Flashback

I'm starving maybe a small meal won't hurt anything. Was this a bad idea? I remember last time I lost control and almost landed myself in the hospital but this was different...right? I know better now and plus it's been weeks since I last eaten anything I was doing so good this wouldn't change anything. I start to make my way into Lily's kitchen and find anything easily eaten. My favorite ice cream sitting in the freezer catches my eye I know Lily hates that stuff so she won't care if I eat it. I open the lid and start to get a bowl before deciding to just eat out of the carton. The first couple bites feel good but my stomach wants more I finish the entire container quickly much more quickly than expected and move on to something else when I am finished going through and tearing apart the whole refrigerator I run upstairs to the bathroom, locking the door shut behind me. I try to be quiet when I fall on my knees in front of the toilet gagging. Nothing is happening I gag again to no avail. Fine I I guess I have to do it by myself, I think then take my fingers and start pushing at the back of my throat I go deeper and deeper until finally everything I have eaten is in the toilet in front of me. I hear Lily twisting her key in the lock and opening the door. Crap! She's home early today I have to hurry. I try to finish before she realizes where I am and go to push again this time something goes wrong. I feel my head hit the tub as I collapse onto the floor. I can't get up. Lily then rushes in and starts screaming for something she runs to the floor next to me, crying. The next thing I know there are sirens and people yelling and then nothing everything goes black.

T/W over

Back to present time

"Hey Lils?" I ask softly.

"Yea Remmy what is it?" she perks up at the sound of my voice.

"I-It happened again d-didn't it? I-I lost control a-again?" I whimper fighting back tears, How could I be so stupid I thought this time would be different I think to myself.

"Yea Remmy it was bad this time. You really had all of us worried about you." I can tell she's trying to be comforting but its not working, I can feel more tears in my eyes.

"I n-never thought that this-well l-last time was s-so scary I-I-I didn't mean for this to happen," when Lily hears this she starts crying and stands up.

"Re can I leave you here for a bit? I need to find the nurse to tell her your awake."

I nod and she leaves the room.

I am sorry that this was so bad but this is my first ever piece of writing hopefully it starts getting better soon. Thanks so much for reading this was a short chapter but it's kind of a lot for someone who isn't familiar with eating disorders to understand so hopefully y'all will keep reading thanks again for reading. 740 word chapter Bye!