i am ashamed.
i am no one. i am ash and dust. which is exactly what Maven wants me to be.
the tears don't stop pouring from my eyes. i am a coward. a senseless teenage girl.
i feel pain for Cal. but i have to remember his evil. his war tactics. his selfishness.. but i am just the same. i am evil too.
as we left the cells i expected to feel the sweet hum of electricity. but it never comes. all that's left is suffocation. i feel helpless again.
i can't see where we're going, my eyes are too blurry. i can't see. i don't want to see. when i think of vision i see cals empty eyes. maybe they can spare him too. maybe they can save cal too.
i dont remember getting to the bath, nor getting undressed. but when i come to i realize i am clean. i am silver. and i am Mareena. i don't see the scared, and small mare i was in the cell. i see the strong silver i once was. The Lady Mareena. though i can't meet her gaze. it's all a lie. a trick. another silver joke.
I feel the rise in temperature before i see Maven. i instantly tense. my dress has no back in it and i feel bare. Maven puts his hands on either side of my arms and i feel his hot breath. how could a cold and heartless man have such hot breath? "Mare.." it's all he says before the sentinels grab my arms and shove me to the floor. "M-maven.. what are you doing?" my voice is muffled and for the first time since the cells i feel something.. and that something is anger. "Mare.. it has to be done." i hear a twinge of guilt.. guilt? from this ruthless man? "Maven.. what has to be d-" i'm am cut off by the searing pain in my flesh. my back is fire. i'm sure my screams will be heard throughout the castle.
I feel nothing again.
I am nothing.
I am falling through an endless darkness.
I know, short chapters, butttttttttt.. the next one will be good! i promise!!
ok ok, see you soon!
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Mareena Calore
Fanfictionyes yes, late to the game. but what if mare accepted to be saved.. the FIRST time maven offered?.. she'd be known as.. Mareena Calore. Also ps, can someone please illustrate my book for me? Like make pictures of mare and maven? And a Gisa? (Read the...