Stars Brights like you

Prologue

Sa panahon ngayon ang pagmamahal ay di ginagawang seryoso. Yung iba just for fun, may maipakilala sa tropa, having a sex at ang pinakamasakit yung mafall ka sa taong akala mo seryoso sayo pero in the end malalaman mong isa lamang palang role play ang lahat.

I was wondering why i meant to be like this, nagmahal naman ako ng totoo, pinahalagahan at di naman ako nagloko. Eto ba talaga napapala ng mga soft hearted na kagaya ko? Unlucky in relationship.

Sabi nila if you adore someone with all of your heart it was love pero ano ngabang pinagkaiba ng crush, sa gusto at sa mahal. Probably it was all different. Crush is just not a day longer desire kung baga crush mo sya kasi humahanga kalang,  dahil gwapo o maganda or dahil sa interest and talents.  While yung pagkagusto pwede na tong mag grow as a love but it is your choice kung gusto mo mangyare yun, pagkagusto is just a puppy love , kung baga gusto mo lang sya pag andyan sya pero pagwala, feeling fades away. Ito ang pinaka komplekado sa lahat we have to know kung sino ang dapat pag-alayan nito kasi it was dangerous. If you adore someone and wanna give your love, im telling you, think too deep about it, you need to be practical pagdating sa pagpasok ng isang relasyon kasi sa bandang huli ikaw din ang maninindigan sa lahat ng desisyon mo. Adore someone that always choose you even you have many flaws and still there in your ups and Downs.  Also fight for you even it is hard but the most important thing is that appreciate and he/she see your worth. Isa pa wag mo hanapin ang love kasi di yan totoo, true loves waits at si god ang magbibigay sayo nyan in unexpected way.

I was a girl na takot pa magmahal almost 4 years na rin ang last kong relationship pero sa ngayon ayoko muna masaktan. Bagkus ay itutuon ko muna ang aking sarili sa ibang bagay. Pero ang lahat ay magbabago at magugulo ng dumating sya sa buhay ko.

-----at a present time----

Second semester of our class and it makes me nervous , a lot of research papers are waiting for us and heaps of homeworks ,activities, quizzes, and longtest .This is not easy for me but I will do anything to stand for it. Especially this coming November we have our own duty with our own partners at immersion. Yes , immersion is one of the requirements of Deped to the Kto12 students to make us prepared and know our own profession, it contains 80 hours that is equivalent to 10 weeks . But eventually behalf of me gets excited .

By the way, I am Phatriezia Qazzandra Fuentes isang ordinaryong tao slash studyante na ang tanging pangarap ay makapagtapos at makaahon sa hirap. Nakatira lamang ako sa isang barangay namay ordinaryong kapaligiran at may mga ordinaryong mamamayan , may iilan dito na dayo at nagpagawa ng malalaki nilang bahay at yung iba citizen na talaga dito. Ang bahay ko ay isa lamang half na kubo at half na semento, ang foundation ng bahay namin ay semento ,sa bandang kusina at kuwarto ay nakayero pero sa malawak naming salas ay gawa sa bubong ng kubo ,open na open ang bahay namin may maaliwalas na hangin , malamig na simoy at puno/ gulay nanakatanim sa gilid ng bahay namin kaya hindi gaanong mainit,may malaki kaming gate na medyo malayo ang pagitan sa bahay kulay Blue sya at mistulang nangungupas na ang kanyang kulay dahil sa katagalan.

Unang araw na ngayon ng second sem namin kaya kailangan kong magpakatino at isa pa im one of the graduating students kaya gagawin ko ang lahat makagraduate lang. Kung dati nalalate ako lagi , this time laziness is not allowed in our new prof , before my first subject is our adviser that has a good natured attitude, comprehend that every day i have to woke up too early just to reach my destination in exact time , she understand my concerned.