𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚！⌇ 𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚖

so it was bad... then it was not bad

so, if y'all didn't see me freaking out on my message board, a friend was asking for my pinterest account, and i was severely fucked. i told him how many followers i had, and i couldn't find a way out of it.

the problem of him asking for my account was that he didn't know i was lesbian, and im openly gay on that account.

i thought i was saved when i told him i'd just give him my favorite accounts. i suggested him one, and literally UNDER 10 MINUTES HE FOUND MY ACCOUNT.

and saw everything

so like i panicked but shrugged it off, and told him later that im lesbian and begged him not to tell anyone.

here's the thing, HE DIDNT EVEN SEE THE GAY PART OF MY ACCOUNT SJDJDJDSKEFJ

but he said he wouldn't tell anyone and we did a pinkie promise over text basically and now it's all good. he's not homophobic or anything, i knew that, but im just scared of other people finding out.

after that literal anxiety attack i was literally so happy. like, words can't even describe. im such a dork— when im happy like that i literally squeal. and i haven't done that for 2 years ngl

so yea, yesterday was great