After H&M (gxg)

Reasons

She has always flooded me with this question,
In between big gaps of time -
"Why do you love me?"

The question resurfaces at every turn of her life-
When her inhibitions were low from the alcohol,
When the high captures the full wide of her eyes,
When life hits her hard,
When demons plant insecurities in her head,
When small gestures of love sweep her by her feet,
When the stars shine so brightly down onto her.

Her question goes answered some of the times,
But in few rare moments, it's met with silence.

My silence does not equate to impatience,
But rather I find myself deep in my mind.
Do I need a reason to love her?
If the reasons fade away, will the same go for my feelings for her?

As Robbie William's song goes-
I was her,
She was me,
We were one,
We were free.
And if there's somebody calling me on-
She's the one.

She is the one-
My other half.
My person.

In ways she is different than me-
I find she makes up for the things that I am not.
And in ways we share common ground-
I feel our soul intertwined.

But God do I love her.
And sometimes when the revelation of my feelings hit me flat on my face,
I could not fathom of how deep it runs,
Of how we've grown to become one.
She is beautiful even as alcohol takes over her body,
She is beautiful even as the high controls her mind,
She is beautiful even when tears cascade her face,
She is beautiful even when she couldn't smile in those days.
She is beautiful and she doesn't even know it.

I cannot tell apart of when it actually began,
But every now and then,
I find myself falling over and over again.
And this love does not seem to have an end.

My love,
Do I really need reasons to keep falling in love with you?