I wasn't born without a heart

~*smiles*~

*WARNING*
-trigger warning!
-suicidal thoughts
-self harm
-mature languages

Do not read this if you are not comfortable with the topics above. I also want i do write in detail!

Again don't ready if you don't wanna scar you poor innocent minds!

Also warning: bad GRAMMAR! (But we already knew that 😂)

*Jins pov* (2 days after the...incident..)

I'm so confused...what happened to the group? What happened to the members?

Where was the clumsy but funny Namjoon? Now all I see is a stressed man trying to hold the team together....

Jimin and Kookie have been in thei room most of the time (mankee line shares a room in this ff) I can't even tell if they are worried! Jimin seems unbothered by the fight, well jungkook only talks to jimin.

Teahyung....he's trying to cheer up the team....trying....

Where was the happy sunshine? Now all Hobi does is spam call Yoongi crying for him to come back....

Yoongi....

It's been 2 days and he hasn't come back...I'm deathly worried but I don't wanna worry Namjoon anymore by ranting to him about me bring worried.

We have a fan meet & Greet later today...I don't know how this is gonna work but I hope Yoongi will come. I don't want army's to be worried.

*Namjoons pov*

I've been on the phone with our manager. He apparently got Yoongi to agree to come to the fan meet and greet. How? I have no idea I'm just glad he's coming. We really need to fix what happened...everything has been so tense in the dorm. No one even brings up the fight...they act like it didn't happen....well really only jimin. The other members just don't show it.

"Alright boys time to head to the meet and greet venue!" Manger-nims voice echos through the form drawing the attention of the other 5 boys in the house.

I chorus's of "yes" and "coming" travel through the house and slowly one by one the boys pile into the van. The passenger seat is empty in the van...the person who usually sits there isn't there. I don't know where he is....all I know is he's coming...

As the manger pulls out of the drive way he gives us the side eye through the car mirror.

"so boys we have about 400-450 fans coming. It's a big venue and it will be a long event. At least 2 hours....

That means we will be there for like 5 hours...well that's great. Don't get me wrong I love the armies to death....but....it's gonna be so akward...so tense...

"U-ummm s-soooo is ummm you know who gonna be there...?*

We all look confused at him. I know what he's talking about but I really don't wanna talk about it....please tell me he not talking about yoongi....

*breath* "is yoo-" Teahyung asks uncertain but is cut off by Jin. It's the first time I heard Jin talk in a while....

"Teahyung.....well just have to wait and see....let's not worry about it right now...." Jin says not even sparing a glance to us his eyes are glued to the window. I know deep down he is worried but won't show it....

Teahyung nods as we pull up to the venue and we see fans lined up the block. We all put on our smiles and walk out me leading of course (being the leader). The screams will forever ring in my ears.

*Yoongis pov*

I arrived a couple hours early so I could practice before the event. I practice poses...thank you's...And most importantly my smile. I just hope people will believe it. I'm honestly super exhausted....