I wasn't born without a heart

~Hate night~ (1)

*warning BAD spelling and grammar*

••~Yoongi's POV~••

"Alright, boys your free to head home!"

All of the boys sigh in relief. We just finished performing and we were all exhausted.

But before I could head home I needed to wrap some things up in my studio.
The members start to head out the car but Jungkook pauses and waits for me.

"Cmon Hyung!!!! We can finally go home!" Kookie exclaimed in excitement.

"Sorry, kookie you and the rest of the group head home. I need to wrap some stuff up in my studio!" I say kinda weakly. I mean you can't blame me I really wanted to go home as well!

"Are you sure Hyung? You look like you could pass out!" Tae asked surprised.

I nod and watch as they slowly walk out of the backstage area.

"Now all I have to do is drive to my studio..." I mumble.

I walk out to my car and drive to my studio and when I enter I immediately start to work.

As I'm typing I'm wondering about the comments and reactions the fans had to the performance. I hoped they liked it! We practiced so hard! Hmmmm~! Maybe I will check the comments out!

As I open the comments I see the normal comments like "omg love it" or "____ was so handsome". But I never get those (second one), but it doesn't bug me.

Then I saw comments I never expected...

'Omg has anyone noticed how chubby yoongi got? 😂 #justleavesuga'

'Lol, yoongi doesn't fit it! He should just leave #btsisbetterwithoutsuga'

I'm shocked....is it true? I mean I have been eating a lot of junk food...I didn't notice me gaining weight though...Oh god I wish I didn't eat those bag of chips earlier...

I slowly stand up and look into the full-length mirror tucked into the corner of my room. I start to jab and poke at my body wishing I was skinny like Jungkook or has a handsome face like Jin. Why can't I be perfect like the rest of the members...

I curl up into a ball and cry

Why am I in Bts...?

I don't deserve to be here!

I don't even deserve to eat another meal!

Itook out a piece of paper and started to write some..." guidelines".

Notebook:

-Don't eat much you fat pig

-make the members proud of me for once...

-Stop being a worthless mistake...

...

Teardrops start to fall on the paper and I couldn't hold it back anymore. I bawled my eyes out until I practically had no more tears left. I just leaned against the wall emerged in my own thoughts until I heard a voice.

"MIN YOONGI!!! COME OUT OF THAT STUDIO! YOUR LATE!!"

Is it morning? Already...well I guess I should go.

I walk out and manager hyung outside looking furious.

"YOONGI! It's 9am!! You've already missed breakfast! The members are waiting in the dance room GO!" He scolds and I flinch in fright. He was scary when he was angry...

He walks of and I start heading to the dance room and I see all of them already fully stretched. I spot Jin give me a annoyed look.

"Your late yoongs...and your didn't home last night! Geez what are we gonna do with you?!?" Horseok scolds.

2 scoldings in barley 10 minutes....

Why was I always letting people down?

Because your a mistake! And don't belong in BTS....

What was that?

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Clift hanger 🤗

HELLO GUYS!!

This was my first ever ff! I hope u enjoyed it (or cried because who would say those things to our Yoongi😭).

Please don't take any of those seriously I was just inspired by other authors about fanfics where the boys have some relationship problems (not like real life).

I will try to release the next chapter by next week (November 3rd is when I hope!!!) hope u enjoyed!

BYE ARMY! I purple u💜💜💜💜

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