I wasn't born without a heart

~*Stone Cold*~

Trigger warnings!!
-angst
-depressing themes
-again please don't ready this if you are young or innocent!
-suicidal thoughts
-voices
-friendship problems!
-MANY framer errors

Sorry for late update. Me and my dumbs self uploaded it last Friday but when I checked to see your reactions to the chapter  I realized it didn't load through-

Am I ok? No absolutely not.

Remember that everything in this book is complete fiction from my depressing mind so please don't hate any of the boys because of this book! They are all so sweet in real life!

*Yoongis pov*

I wake up to my body hunched against the wall. Dried tears staining my cheeks. I guess I must have fallen asleep during my little break down yesterday...

Heh

Yesterday was so pathetic...I must have been thinking in rainbows and unicorns to think that's how reality is. I should have just not tried to believe everything would have gone alright.

I must be holding the group back so much right now because of my problems. I mean I quite literally missed so many meetings just because of the fight...just because I was to much of a coward to face my own group members....

I also forgot that during those meetings considering I was supposed to present a new track instead of mopping around my studio like a toddler.

Maybe it's best if I became more compliant and less troublesome. Then maybe I will be at least out of the way since i'm practically useless in any other way.

I cant dance like Jimin....

I can't rap like Namjoon or J-hope...

I don't have a nice body like Jungkook....

I am not even in looks compared to Taehyung and Jin who are natural beauties.

I don't even know why I'm in the group.

We would probably be even more successful if I wasn't there holding everyone back . . .

...

I've decided...

I shall try to be more helpful by staying out of the way and just doing what I am told...

That way I won't burden anyone.

After all I can't burden anyone if I'm not in the way...

Not that I'll be around much longer anyways

*Jins pov*

I scolded Jimin for a full hour after that little 'stunt' he pulled last night. No matter how mad he may be at Yoongi for making Jungkook cry he should not have yelled like that. Especially since it felt like we were making progress.

Now we're just back where we started.

I can't help but feel it's even worse this time though. I mean we can't just pretend that we didn't hear the sobs that echoed though out the dorm last night.

The most annoying part is Jimin still didn't see what was wrong. He still believes that Yoongi should apologize for hurting Jungkook first and then we can fix our problems.

Which in my opinion is very obnoxious. And I'm pretty sure Jungkook agreed because I saw him shove Jimin off of him yesterday.

Anyways currently I am making pancake for break fast and will hopefully attempt to try and fix our problem again. I hope it works this time. Although I should try not get my hopes up too high...oh what am I saying! We're all brother here! If they truly cared they will forgive each other soon!

I can't wait for this to be over with and tor this fight just because another one of our silly fights we had as a group.

Just another memory!

I finish setting up the table and call the boys down.

"BREAKFAST!! COME EAT BEFORE I COME AND DRAG YOU HERE MYSELF!!" I yell and almost immediately I hear foot steps running down the stairs.

Slowly but surely people start to pour into the dining room and take their seat.

"Ok...Jungkook....Namjoon...Jimin...J-hope....taehyung...and...not again!!" I sigh, "where is Yoongi?"

"Why would we know?" Jimin says. Probably still a little salty from the scolding he got last night.

"Maybe because...oh I don't know...you LIVE with HIM" I reply giving the same attitude back.

"I-I'm here...." a soft voice is heard from ten bottom fo the stairs, "I'm not that hungry Hyung...I'm gonna go to the studio to work on more songs..."

"But didn't u just finish a new track?" Namjoon says looking up from his plate in supervise.

"Well I just got a new idea..." Yoongi said less hesitant this time, "and I need to go work. I'll be back in a day or too!!"

And with that he runs out of the house...but little did I know this was only the beginning ...

*Jungkook pov 1 week later*

I have only seen Yoongi-Hyung once this week...and that was when he left to the studio the day after jimins dinner outburst...

I don't understand why he needs to make another track he has plenty...

Not going to lie I kinda miss having Hyung around.

Even though we called him lazy a lot and made pranks on him.

I miss seeing him chase around a member at the dorm because they woke him up.

I especially miss seeing his gummy smile.

But now he all distant to us.

It's like he become cold to us.

Stone cold.

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I plan to update by next Friday! But I have a competition this weekend so hopefully I'm not too tired.

Purple you all!! 💜