15 - mood change

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The next morning, I got up with a frown on my face. All of yesterday's memories flooded my head making me want to cry all over again.

I got out of bed and walked by Sofia's guest room to see her still sleeping. I kept walking and saw Rebecca siting at her windowsill and just looking outside.

I knocked on her open door and she looked at me and smiled. I walked in and sat down next to her on the windowsill, "How are you feeling?"

"Physically or mentally?" She said sarcastically and I frowned, "Both."

She shrugged her shoulders, "It was a lot to take in yesterday, but I'm gonna take it day by day. I'm gonna kick cancer so hard in the ass that it's not even gonna know what hit it." She said, making me smile.

"There she is, that's the Rebecca I know." I said with a laugh, making her smile too.

We sat in silence for a little bit before she spoke up, "Can you sing me a song?" She asked, "on the guitar?"

I nodded my head, "What song?"

She smiled, "That one that you wrote about going to your first official celebrity party, the one nobody knows about."
"We can't stop?" I asked and she nodded.

I let out a laugh, "Of course you want me to sing that song." I said, getting up and grabbing the Ukulele from my room.

I came back and this time sat on the floor in front of Rebecca.


I finished the last note and Rebecca was grinning like an idiot, "I absolutely love that song."
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rileytrotz I just want to say that this last month I should've been relaxing and dealing with anxiety, but things all of a sudden got worse

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rileytrotz I just want to say that this last month I should've been relaxing and dealing with anxiety, but things all of a sudden got worse. Yes, Justin and I are completely done, which isn't even something I care about anymore. More importantly, my beautiful baby sister is going through a really rough time and I'm making the decision to stay on a break a little bit longer. If it reassures you guys that I am making music, than you guys deserve the right to at least know that. I hope you can all understand that anxiety and stress is a really major thing, and mental health should always come first💜
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I disabled my comments and did what I should've done from the beginning, deleting the Instagram app.

Halloween is in two days, meaning that Becca starts chemo in 3. On top of that, Christmas and New Years are already in two months.

My phone vibrated, signaling that I had a text.

Mathew🤩 do you want me to come over after practice today?

Me yes please

Honestly, I know I shouldn't be the one feeling all of the stress right now, but I somehow still am. Mat gives me the comfort that I can't find in anybody else and I don't know how to feel about that.
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I snuck Mat into my basement and the second we were settled down, he placed a soft kiss on my lips.

"What are we?" I blurted out, "I mean, out of all of the stress I've been dealing with lately, this is something that shouldn't be on my mind but it is." I said honestly.

Mat just smiled at me as I raised my eyebrows, "What're you looking at me like that for?" I asked.

"Well," he said, placing a hand on my cheek, "Recently, I've been trying to think of ways to ask you this but I couldn't. I finally agreed with myself that I would just ask you." He said, confusing the crap out of me.

"Riley Elizabeth Trotz, you are an absolutely beautiful piece of my life that I never want taken out. Will you pretty please be my girlfriend?" He asked, hope now filling his eyes.

I had no idea what to say, so I just threw my lips against his messily, "A million times yes." I said.

He smiled and picked me up in a hug, spinning me around in a circle, "I can finally call you mine now." He said softly, after setting me down.

I smiled as I looked up at him. His brown hair was slightly messy as usual, making his brown eyes pop a little bit. His lips looked perfect the way they were, and his jawline was prominent as usual.

At this point, Mats face was just centimeters away from mine, making my breathing intensify. He smirked, leaning down and connecting our lips once more.


Sorry I know this is a really short chapter but if I'm being honest I'm having a bit of writers block with this. I hope you guys don't mind about me spacing my chapters out a bit more, it's just gives me more time to actually think when I do that.

THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT💜💜

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