BROKEN

Caught.

It's Saturday morning and I already feel numb to even do anything today. After crying my eyes out last night about my boyfriend who I caught cheating on me with a girl I never saw a day in my lifetime, I try to think about something that's good enough to distract the thought that came into my head after seeing both of them in our bed.. well now his bed cause I no longer want to be with someone that is as cold as him. Seeing them two made me break down and I quickly left his house before he can run after me, as I got to my car I got home faster then I expected.. rushing to my room not noticing that my roommate Keisha & her company is sitting in the front room watching tv, if I know Keisha she and her friends are probably watching Supernatural. I get to my room with anger, I start to break and throw things, I grabbed our pictures off the wall and tore them up to erase the memory of him. As I calm myself down I realize that Keisha been knocking on my door since I stormed in my room. I'm suspecting she's trying to see if I'm okay, so I wipe away my tears and pull myself to open the door like nothing is wrong. She scams my face in its obviously to her to see that I had been crying. She doesn't say anything but hugs me and from there I just break down again. My heart sinks to the thought that the boy I was willing to do anything for cheats on me like I was nothing, nothing to him. Pulling myself from my thoughts I hear my doorbell ring, as I look outside I see nothing but snow, forgetting that Christmas is around the corner I start to get sad to know that I will be spending it alone now, going to the door and opening it.. in front of me is my sister Jasmine, with the biggest smile on her face, she grabs me and give me the biggest hug ever! Knowing that my sister is here I smile and suddenly my sadness went away. " so wassup bitchhhh , you miss me" she says after I close the door .. " oh don't lock it, Mia coming in a few mins" as I was about to answer her question she say "girl you look horrible! What's wrong with you" I love Jasmine, she's my sister it's just annoys me that she says the first thing that comes to her mind " Yes I miss you, and cool I didn't know Mia would be here too and hmm that sucks I think I look pretty decent" I say before she can ask what's wrong again, Jasmine is pushy.. she is going to get her answers one way or another. Mia is Jasmine closest friend, them two been through everything I love their relationship, I watched them grow into two amazing young girls. As the day drags.. me being in bed all day made Jasmine feel as if she can ask my questions every five minutes.. I answered a couple, but they weren't the answers she was looking for. She must've got bored with me so her and Mia left to hit up the club that just opened up last week called " LATE NIGHT" the club been popping, everybody I know been talking about it. I wanted to take Darnell there for his birthday and surprise him but now since all that happen, I can throw all that shit down the drain. Jasmine and Mia are college students they are now in their second year of college majoring in psychology. When I graduated college my major was psychology also, So for my sister to be following my footsteps really bring so much joy. I'm her inspiration and I don't want to jeopardize that, so showing her how to keep her composure dealing with anything that life throws at you is my main goal.