the next day, josh woke up early and noticed he had fell asleep on the couch. oh well. after he wakes up a bit, he goes to the kitchen and stretches. he looked in the fridge and found nothing he wanted so he just went with cereal.
after he got his food in hand, he went to the couch and turned on the tv. he turns it onto something interesting and sighed as he ate his cereal.
he eventually hears footsteps coming come behind him and looked over his shoulder. he saw tyler still in his pj's and saw the confused look on his face. once he saw josh.
"i thought i was at home?" he said tiredly and rubbed his eyes with his fists. josh got up and set his cereal down. "no you came here last night. if you don't remember a lot i can explain?" he offered, getting a nod from the smaller. he brings tyler over to the couch and talked to him about last night.
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tylers pov
crap, crap, crap, crap, crap
did josh find out? please god tell me he didn't. he can't know. he'll probably stop being friends with me if he found out. oh no. he's probably gonna want an explanation on why i wasn't pronouncing my words too well last night. god! why can't i do anything right for once?!
ugh whatever. let's just hope to god josh doesn't know that i'm a little and everything will go swell. for now i think i'll get something to eat, change clothes, and just hang out with josh today since i don't have any other plans or anything. i hope he's okay with that.
once i get done talking to josh, i had gotten a bowl of cereal like he had and went to the bedroom to change. i had a pretty cute outfit if i do say so myself.
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i really liked this outfit. i hope josh liked it too.
after i changed clothes and put on some deodorant and stuff like that, i go downstairs and just hang out with josh for a while. we were gonna see if maybe brendon or someone would want to come over but we decided just to be by ourselves for a while. maybe later tonight we could all hang out again since it was pretty okay last night.
josh had put on the bye bye man on netflix so i was scared as hell. i had curled up next to him a few times during the movie since it was actually terrifying but he didn't seem to mind which was a good thing.
while we were watching the movie and one scene wasn't too too bad, i had cuddled up next to josh incase there was another scary scene but we all know i might've just wanted to be held.
it was fun hanging out with josh. things were calm, quiet, and so much more. i could pretty much stay here forever if i wanted to, but i can't. i have my own place and i highly doubt josh would let me stay here in his house anyway.
but for the rest of the afternoon we actually fell asleep next to each other on the couch. we were cuddled up to one another.. but we never did anything more sadly. i wanted to do so much with josh but i knew he didn't have the same feelings as i did for him and that was okay. who would like me anyway. people have told me that they've had crushes on me but i highly doubt they meant it. i bet they just tell me that to get my hopes up.
but anyway, me and josh had brendon over later that night and he stayed for a while and watched a few movies with us. he thought about throwing a party but i was too scared to so me and josh said no. i don't know why josh said no though he's usually down for parties? what's up with him?
"joshie, are you sick? you're usually down for parties." i say and josh chuckled. "i'm always down for a party it's just tonight i want to relax." he replied. i nodded in response and just left it alone while brendon continued to talk about how much fun they'd have if they threw a party. i never payed attention though. i just looked at josh and admired him a bit.
he was really pretty. like really pretty. people say all the time boys can't be pretty but my god josh is. how can someone be that pretty? i never understood that and i dont think i ever will and that's okay. being pretty doesn't need an explanation.
