I love you ◸j.d + t.j◿

.:11:.

once josh had finished eating his breakfast, he was going to go to the kitchen and clean his plate but all of a sudden felt tyler gently snatches it from him and rushed off with it. "i'm the one who made a mess.. please let me clean up a little?" he asked and looked at him with these puppy dog eyes. that only made josh want to kiss him.. more than he did last night.

josh really thought that the boy was beautiful. he didn't know why he was just now seeing this. he probably would've just shrugged it off but tyler gave him puppy dog eyes.. that killed him.

"um.. yeah i guess so. if you need help though then let me know." josh says with a smile and tyler nodded as he smiled back.

tyler liked asking to do stuff like this because it made him feel big. he didn't feel like he was in his head space at all and he kinda liked it. he only did it at josh's house though. back at his place, he would just let himself do what he wanted.

"hey, joshua?" tyler called as he walked away and glanced over his shoulder to look at josh. "yeah? what's up?" josh said back and ran his fingers through his hair. tyler loved it when he did that. "i- um.. would it be okay if i borrowed some of your clothes? i only brought pajamas with me." he asked and josh just blinked for a moment before nodding. "of course. i'll let you choose whatever you want to wear since it doesn't matter to me." he says with a chuckle. tylers heart melted after hearing that laugh. "okay cool! you should go ahead and get dressed too because i wanna go somewhere." tyler said with a bright smile and tried his best to clean the dishes fast. "alright. i'll be back down shortly. if you finish before i do, then just knock on the door and everything and i'll let you in." josh says and rushed up to his room before tyler could say anything else.

tyler felt so happy. he got to wear joshua's clothes ! that was something he had wished to do for so long. he always dreamt about it but he never thought it would come true!

while tyler was having his happy little fit, he finished his food and set it down in the sink. he skipped his way to the stairs and carefully went up them one by one.

after he was upstairs, he forgot to knock on the door and before he could close the door again, his eyes landed on a shirtless joshua. his cheeks, all the way to the tips of his ears, turned pink. he felt his heart start beating so fast in his chest. he placed a hand over it and let out a little sound, getting josh's attention. he turned around and tylers knees almost buckled. "hey. what's wrong?" he asked him with a small smile and tilted his head.

tyler just stood there. staring. he couldn't take his eyes off of him. he wanted to do bad but he just couldn't.

after a moment, josh went up to him and waved his hand in tylers face, trying to get his attention. "earth to tyler." he said and the boy snapped out of it. "h-huh?" he said, making josh laugh.

tyler loved that laugh so much. he felt his heart melt in his chest.

"you kinda zoned out there, bud. i was asking you if you wanted to go ahead and change?" joshua says and tylers blush got worse. he nodded his head and let out a nervous chuckle. "yeah.. i thought i could go ahead and change since i got bored downstairs." he says, getting a nod in response from joshua.

"alright. go ahead and look through my closet. i've got plenty of stuff so just grab what you want." the man says and tyler nodded. he went over to his closet and started to skim through the clothing. he eventually found something and took it off of its hanger. it was one of his favorite shirts that joshua would wear. "c-can i wear this?" he asked and josh nodded his head. "yeah sure." he replied, making tyler even more happy.

tyler started to him a bit as he looked through the pants and grabbed ones that didn't think would fit joshua. "i think i'm gonna wear these since they look more my size." he says and josh nodded.

and that's when it hit tyler. where was he going to change? he didn't want to be rude and make josh leave the room and he also doesn't want to leave joshua by himself. "i-um.. do you mind closing your eyes while change?" the smaller asked and joshua chuckled. "i don't mind. go ahead." he says and put his hands over his eyes.

tyler smiled at that.

tyler put on his shirt first and glanced over at josh for a second before putting on his pants. he buttoned them up and hummed quietly before going over to josh and gently grabbing his hands, pulling them away from his face. "you can look now." he says and giggled.

that made joshua's heart melt.

that giggle always made him feel funny but it was a good feeling. he liked it a lot.

"okay so are you ready to go now or?" josh asked and tyler nodded. "yeah. i just need to put my shoes back on and i'll be ready." he said with a smile and rushed out of the room, leaving josh by himself until he followed behind tyler.

♡

once they were out shopping, tyler had found a bunch of stores that he loved. josh just wanted to go to hot topic and a few music related places.. but he'd go wherever tyler want just to make him happy. he never liked seeing the boy sad. it broke his heart.

they had already been to at least 2 or 3 stores and josh was getting bored. "hey, what if we did something fun?" he asked him as he looked over at tyler with a smile. tyler looked at joshua and tilted his head. "sure. what're we gonna do?" he asked and josh shrugged before seeing an arcade. "let's go play some games." he says and grabbed the boys hand and rushing off to the arcade.

tyler giggled a bit as joshua dragged him along and tried his best to keep up with him.

these were the kinds of moments he loved with him. they made him feel so happy and warm. it was the best feeling.

once they both got into the arcade, josh looked around at all the lights in awe. "alright. let's go get some coins or something let's have some fun!" he says and tyler nodded. he didn't even notice that they were both still holding hands. neither of them did until a moment later. tyler felt josh try and pull away but he immediately held his hand tighter as a blush started to appear on his cheeks.

joshua thought he was going to lose it.

he wanted to tell the boy how beautiful he was but he didn't unfortunately since he didn't want tyler to be uncomfortable or anything.

tyler would have loved it though. he would probably freak out and try his best to hide his face which would make josh's heart melt.

after they had gotten an equal amount of coins, josh and tyler both started going around looking for games to play. they both eventually found one and put in the coins so that they could play..

this was going to be so much fun.