Nica's POV.
I am now walking home at exactly 10:48 this evening. Ocacionally kicking on some rocks. Staring at the damp pavement.
"Hey, miss. Come here and have a shot with me!" a drunk man shouted. I turned around- I know I shouldn't have but ya know me.
"Enjoy it yourself, No, Thank you." I snapped at the man. He stood up and slowly walked up to me. I took steps forward as he ascends. Not that i'm scared, just keeping the distance, I guess.
"You shouldn't be talki-" The man started before I cut him off-
"Dad?" I recognized him. He's my father! "Dad?!" I asked more suprised and annoyed.
"Uh. Who's dad?" He slurred. "Oh god." He took a step back."Oh god. Oh. Oh god. Nica. Oh god, My daugther." He said, running his hands over his long hair.
"Don't touch me." I said.
"What happened to you? You've change. You're a teenager now? oh." He said, amused. Oh god this guy. I wonder what happened to this guy after I left their roof. From what i'm seeing right now, He looks like a wreck.
"Ask yourself, Dad. What happened to you? Look at yourself!" I replied motioning to him. I felt sympathy for him, ofcourse, he's my father. But what can I do about that? I can't even help myself, how can I, to him?
"Uhm. Uh. Let's sit down and i'll tell you."
"No. Tell me now. What is it?" I urged.
"You won't take it easily. I know you won't. I--"
"Dad, Spit it out before you annoy the hell out of me." I groaned. I have a feeling some absence or loss. I don't know. He only talks to me like this when he caused some trouble or a problem. I never did know what's with for so many years.
"Okay! Okay. You- uh. Your mom, she..."
"My mom- what?" I tensed. My mom is always important to me. I know they should be both important to me but, with mom, I don't know I just love the feeling of someone taking care and looking after you. Well, The part where they let me live my life on my own is a big exemption in that subject.
"Your mom died. In a.. I a car accident.." He looked down.
"W-What? Wh-y? How? How dad? Tell me!"
*Flashback*
Ed's POV. (Nica's Father)
"Shut up, Nora. You shouldn't be the one talking right now! I have the right to say anything I want and i'm not expecting any combacks from you!" I angrily drived through the packed city.
"Ed, please. Please drive slowly. It's dangerous. I have this ba-"
"I know you have that fucking baby and I don't fucking care if there's a tiny human growing insde you. I don't give a single thing for that human being." I shouted quite harshly. I can hear her sob quetly. Oh, I don't care! After I knew that there's this new baby, I totally became furious.
"Oh god, Ed. Just calm down. This thing inside me is still a human, smith." She cried.
"I don't care if it's a human or if it's a snake. I don't want it." I started crying too. Even harder than Nora's whimps. I wiped my eyes for seconds then there was a light coming towards us. A car, A car towarrds us.
*Flashback ended*
Nikka's POV.
Oh my god. He- He is the reason of my mother's death? And he never even thought about telling me about that until now? wow. Okay, this is my father, everyone.
"Oh. Dad, Aren't you proud? heh. You just killed your wife. Well, you didn't literally killed her but Dad! You are the reason! You caused her departure! And I would never knew any of this if it wasn't for you asking this "chick" to have a drink with you? God, Where did the succesful man went? 'Cause I like that man better than you." I said in just one breath.
"No. Nicole, Hun, You don't understand. I didn't mean that. You're mo-"
"Don't "Hun" me! You know what? Save it. I'm tired I don't want to hear the rest of it." I shouted gesturing my hands everywhere. I turned my back and started to continue walking home.
Well, That's a welcome back greeting. I sighed. I'm going to miss my mom. I wiped sudden tears on my cheeks. Don't ask, I miss my dad too.
But how could have he done that to my mother? I know I shouldn't be blaming my dad for all of this, But he is the one driving the, isn't he? It's his responsibility to drive saftely for everyones benefit. But no, He drived carelessy. He couldn't care less. He's screaming at my mother for christ's sake.
I never really payed attention while he's telling what happened, I'm too caught off guard of the not-so-wonderful news from my father that mom is dead. I should've listened. But I don't care now, I know it's his fault. Mom wouldn't have died if it wasn't for him driving and them, fighting.
I just hate life. I have so many problems. Now this thing came up, Now I'm depressed, I need to die.
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A/N:
Okay. Too much. Too much info and too much depression. lols. I just hope this isn't a crappy chappy. :))
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