College sucks (bakudeku College Au)

pt. 13

Deku POV:

I leave the coffee shop with two drinks.

After me and uraraka were done talking on the bench we decided to go for a coffee. Then we hung out for a bit until I realized that it was getting late.

I ended up ordering a second drink for kacchan, to kind of say thanks for the hot chocolate the other day.

I step inside the dorm and then my room. I see kacchan sitting on his bed with his head in his hands and his arms on his knees.

I place my bag on my bed then stood infront of him

"Hey kacchan, I got you something" I extend my hand with the drink for him to take it

He raises his head to look at me and then the coffee. But instead of looking happy he looks...sad?

It looks like he was thinking about something sad. 'Oh no, was I the one who caused it?'

He just stares at the drink in silence. With a blank look.

"Um, it's for you" I say lowering the cup closer to him.

He shakes his head to snap out of his thoughts. "Oh uh, thank you" he finally takes the drink.

But when doing so his hand brushed against mine, which made my heart flutter. 'Wait did he say thank you?'

"I cleaned our room so yeah...I also found that book you were looking for a week ago" he says quietly

'A book?...oh no THAT book OH GOD I HOPE HE DIDNT READ IT

"o-Oh really, g-great um...you didnt happen to read it did you?" I say worriedly

He waits a few minutes and I begin to think the worst but then sure enough he slowly shakes his head no.
I let out a sigh I didnt know i was holding in

"Cool...anyway thanks for finding it, I'm gonna have a shower now. Hope you enjoy your drink"
I say as I walk to the bathroom

thank GOD he didnt read that book, he would probably kill if he did. I wonder why he looked so down though?.. he was probably just missing his parents.. y-yeah that's it.

Baku POV:

Why did I lie...

I really shouldn't have read that.

I have been so cruel to him and yet he still admires me. He even bought me a coffee.

He is too kind for his own good, he is gonna end up hurting himself again.

I'm was so mean but he...he still cares for me and all I do is yell and scream and put him down.

I really am a asshole...

I dont know why he annoys me so much, it's like everything he does sets me off..
but I never even thought of a world without him. I always thought it would be bland and boring.

I do remember being mean to him but not as much for him to think of suicide.

And I've always been annoyed by his crying, he always crys but now...it catches me off guard.

"Does it only happen around one person?"

"Well you cant do anything now, you've already fallen"...

"You've been acting weird lately"

Lovesick poem...

My heart begins to beat fast and my face gets frustrated
"Oh no this.." I grab my phone and search,

fast heart beat and red face around one person...

One cause for a blushing face is
Strong feeling, like the feeling of anger, stress, crying, or being embarrassed.
If it's only around one person, you may be getting attached to them.

If your heartrate rises, Wanting to touch that person in a hug or other ways, or even wanting to run away.

You have probably fallen in l--

My phone screen just goes black

"HUH?!WHAT THE HELL, DUMB PIECE OF CRAP JUST DIED ON ME" I plug my phone into the wall.

I take a big sigh the pull the covers over myself. I'm gonna get some sleep.

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