ANGER (Killer Frost)

I'M BEGGING YOU

"I'm begging you, don't do this Caitlin, I'm your friend, I'm here for you. We gonna get through this, you just have to resist to her a little more."
I am hurt at the left leg so I cannot move anymore.
I crept on the ground when I felt an icicle in my right leg.
"AHHH !!" Caitlin, please !"
"Caitlin is not here, she's gone long time ago. Now it's Killer Frost."
She approached me.
"Goodbye Vibe."
And she froze my arms. I yelled and I saw my frozen arms getting destroyed and I fainted.

POV Julian

"Barry ? Where is Cisco ?"
"He left."
"Where ?"
"Into the woods with Caitlin."
"Wait... You let him go, alone, with Caitlin as Killer Frost in the woods, just like in vibe ? Are you kidding me ?"
Barry was worried and he was walking in the room.
"Can you stop and listen please ? Cisco is alone with Killer Frost like in his vibe. What if his vibe happen ? How can you let him go ? What's wrong with you ?"
I got angry and I pushed him.
"Listen, I put my trust in Caitlin. I know she won't hurt him but what I know is that Iris is actually with Savitar and that in the future, he will kill her. So I have to choose."
"So you choose Iris against your best friends ?"
"In the future Iris die not them."
"Yes, they live but they're suffering, Cisco loose his arms and Caitlin become Killer Frost and she kill a lot of innocent people and she ends up locked in a cage.
"I will save them after saving Iris."
And Barry leaves.
"I will not let Caitlin down. I will not do like you."

POV Cisco

Killer Frost is gone right after hurt me and I am alone in the woods, crying all over again and dying because of the cold, I tried to walk but I'm totally tired so I just fainted.
I don't know how many time, I stayed here on the snow, but it seems to be endless when suddenly:
"Cisco ! Hey ! Cisco !"
Julian ran in front of me and he looked at my arms, who weren't here anymore, with fear.
"It's her, isn't it ?"
"Yeah..."
Wally appeared and he brought us back to Star Labs.
I sat in the bed and I started to cry and I told him:
"The future is happening, she's Killer Frost and I'm not... Vibe anymore."
"So Iris gonna die ?"
"Well, right now, with all the clues that we have, yes. Savitar will kill Iris, will kill or killed..."
He started to cry too.
"We can always change the future, Barry can do it, he's gonna save everyone, we just have to believe in him."
"We ? So you think that believe in Barry will bring me back my arms and Caitlin ? No, it won't change anything, even if he save Iris, Caitlin will stay dead."
I yelled at him and then I calmed down and I left the room.

POV Barry

"IRIS !"
I ran and I took her in my arms crying and I kissed her.
Iris killed Savitar, she is alive and she killed Savitar.
"We did it Barry, I'm alive !"
"Yeah, we did it !"
"How are the others ?"
"Cisco went to the woods with Caitlin and Julian is still at Star Labs while HR is..."
My voice suddenly stopped.
HR died saving Iris.
"I know, he planned everything from the beginning, we underestimated him but he's the one who found the way to save me."
"But he died."
"He made a choice Barry. Now let's go see the others."
I brought Iris and Joe at Star Labs with my superspeed.
Julian, Wally and Cisco were already here.
"Hey guys."
Wally turned back and saw Iris alive.
"Thanks God."
And he hugged her.
But Julian and Cisco stayed where they were sat.
Cisco was turned.
"Is everything okay ?"
"How did you saved Iris ?"
"HR is the one who did everything, he transformed himself in Iris and Iris in him and... he took her place... He sacrificed for Iris."
Cisco started to laugh.
"So we also lost HR ?"
"Also ?"
I looked at Julian but he didn't answer.
"Guys, what happened ?"
I approached Cisco.
"We lost. Iris wasn't the only people that we had to save but I think that you forget it."
Cisco turned back and I stepped back immediately with a shocked face.
"Is it because of..."
"Killer Frost, yeah."
"Cisco, I..."
"You should have here. You were supposed to save her, save me ! You saw the future, you knew that it will happened but you don't care, you did nothing for changing our future !
Caitlin was right, you only care about Iris and you happy ending."
"It isn't true. You're my best friends, of course I care about you."
"Oh really ? Because, my brother died because of you and you did nothing to stop that, Caitlin died and you weren't here and HR died and you're still happy because Iris is not dead. I lost my arms, my powers and who I am because you did literally nothing for helping Caitlin.
She was right, the day when we locked her in the pipeline, this day the truth has been said by her, we should have listen her but we didn't but she was right.
YOU'RE NOT A HERO BARRY.
YOU ONLY DESTROY PEOPLE'S LIFE."
I was speechless, unable to speak.
The tears started to flow.
Cisco left, tearful.
"Congratulations Allen."
And Julian left too.
"Honey, don't listen to them, they're just angry, they're blind by their feelings. We will talk about that tomorrow."
I didn't answer to Iris and I left the pipeline.