ANGER (Killer Frost)

THE END OF TEAM FLASH

Barry's POV:

" Killer Frost is still in the street of Central City murdering people. CCPD agents are trying everything they can do to localize and neutralize her. Currently, 10 people died because of her including Julian Albert, an agent of CCPD. We'll deliver you more information in the next hour. Stay home."

"10 people... she killed 10 people cold-bloodedly. It's too late. We should all just go to Star city and ask help to Oliver and his team." Said Cisco with calm.

"Or we should just leave Central City and never come back." Said Iris.

"We're not going anywhere guys, come on I know that you have a reason for losing hope but we can't just leave the city with Killer Frost. If we do nothing, she will kill even more people who don't deserve this. Mother, father, kids would die if we don't do something."

I said this to them because I know that with the death of Julian, none of them wants to save Caitlin anymore.

"Listen Cisco, I'm not like you she's my best friend, she saved me so many times and the only time when she's the one who need to be saved we all left her ? I won't be that person, you can be if you want to but remember all the good times that you had with her. The day when she comes with you to your brother birthday party, she was there for you and today you, you abandon her."

"You think it's that easy ? That you just have to remember the good times that we had with Caitlin and I will suddenly have hope on her ? It doesn't work like this Barry."

He stood up and he approached me. He looked at me and I could see the tears in his eyes. I know that he is affected deeply  by the situation but I need him to realize and would do anything for that. 

"The only problem is the same then last time. She's not Caitlin, she's Killer Frost, she said it herself. And you know what ? I have enough of all of this. I'm leaving."

He walked out of Star Labs and I just stayed stupefy. How could he just abandon Caitlin like this. 

"I think is right Barry, we can't do anything for her, not anymore."

"No he's not."

I ran out of Star Labs and I stopped. Since Caitlin killed Julian, I had not put a step outside and the environment changed a lot. There is a lot of snow, all the roads are totally freezing and It was snowing. I pull myself together and I spotted Cisco but he kept walking so I followed him.

"Cisco !"

"Get back in Star Labs, go find Killer Frost, do anything but get out."

"Please, you can't just leave."

"Why ? Huh ? Because you know that Iris wants to leave too so If I leave you would be alone. Well I don't care."

"This has nothing to do with Iris."

"I don't believe you."

"Why don't you just stay and help me ?"

He finally stopped and looked at me.

"There are two reasons for that. The first one is that it's too late, we already lost her, you have to understand that Barry and the fastest you understand, the fastest you turn over a new leaf. The second one is that I can't be with you in the same room without have a crazy desire to punch you hard in the face but the sad thing is that I don't have arms anymore for doing that."

"Why do you want to punch me ?" I said to him because I really don't understand what dis I make to be a reason of his departure.

"She was screaming for help since four months. Julian and I were here for her but you where were you ? It is a real question."

"I tried too..." I started but he stopped me in the middle of my sentence.

"No, you didn't do anything. During this four months, you were trying to save Iris, all day and all night, because you felt guilty because you're the one who travelled  into the past and who created the flashpoint and Savitar. You felt guilty because she was the love of your life. You could have easily find time for both of them. But you decided to be selfish and I can't forgive you for that and she can't either. So now I will left and you will let me because I have the right to be selfish too."

He ended and I let him leave praying for nothing happen to him.