Our Secret // BinSung [Eng]

오 (o) - 5

PoV.: Changbin

After dinner Chan, Jisung and I went to produce on songs. I got many good ideas today but I'm still not satisfied yet.

After a while I heard a knock on my door and I saw Chan's head in the door. "You're coming? I'll start the live soon." "Yes, on my way.", I said and he disappeared again. I clicked on 'save my song', took my headphones off and put my beanie on again. I went out of the room and heard Chan starting our song 'Insomnia'. I grinned as I saw Jisung standing infront of the door and lip-syncing the lines. We waited till Chan announced us but Jisung grabbed my arm and pulled me back. He gave me a deep kiss and Chan announced us again. We went inside and recorded the Vlive.
(A/N now watch Vlive: "찬이의 방 🐺 Ep.4: SPECIAL GUEST" At 35:00 look at Jisungs smile... it's soo cute. If you don't have the VApp go and get it. It's really worth it. #i'mbadatdoingadvertisements haha...ok now back to the story)

Chan ended the App and we talked about STAYs love. "I'm glad you two are fine again. A view hours drama and I fell like in the past when you still weren't together and both came to me to tell me about your feelings.", Chan said and shook his head smiling.

P.o.V.: Chan

I heard a knock on the door and a shy Changbin came inside. "Hyung? Can I talk to you? But you should not tell Jisung, ok?", he asked while chewing on his lip. "Of course", I said petting the spot next to me, "come here and tell me." He sat down and I smiled. He breathed in and out and began speaking:"So I don't know how to tell you but I think I am in love." "But that's wonderful! Or not?" "Yes, it's great but... I don't know if he likes me the same way I do." "He? You're gay? Sorry...I don't mean it like that. It doesn't matter if you love boys or girls...I just want you to be happy. I am not a homophobic.", I told him thinking he could understand it wrong. He nodded slowly. "Who is that lucky guy?" "You know him...well." "I know many people. Just tell me his name. I won't judge you." " Okay...his name is Han Jisung." "Really?! O my god, you would be so cute together." "Yeeeaah...but I don't know if he likes me too and I don't want to hide my feelings anymore. Can you help me?" "Of course. I will talk to him later." "Ok thank you, Hyung.", He said smiling and went out of my room.

I was about to finish with my work today because it was already late, when it knocked again and a tired Jisung came in. "Hyung, I need to talk to you!" I sighed inside but my dongsaeng needs me so we sat on the couch. "What is it?" " I think...I am... I think I'm gay." "But this isn't a bad thing. As long as you are happy it doesn't matter if you love boys or girls. Did you fell in love with someone, that you found out?" He blushed and nodded. "I just can't sleep because I want to tell him but I'm afraid he thinks I'm gross and our friendship would break." "Who is it?" "So....you know him." "What's his name?" "He is small, cute, likes 'dark', can tap like a god, is a cute fluff ball and has nice characteristics." I smiled really bright and said:"It's Changbin, right?" He nodded shyly. "Hey, no worries. I will talk to him.", I told Jisung and my smile got even brighter. "Thank you, Hyung. Good night.", he said as he left the room. How cute. My dongsaengs fell in love with eachother and are to scared the other would hate him. I thought of a plan how they can tell eachother but before I could finish it I fell in a deep sleep.

P.o.V.: Changbin

Yes...this was fun. Chan went a bit later out of the room and Jisung and I talked about our songs.

After I got ready for bed in the bathroom wearing a old t-shirt and sweatpants I went into my room. Chan was already in bed but did something on his phone. I laid down in my bed and thought about the day. When I thought about the drama I missed my boyfriend. I wanted to hug him. Now I couldn't sleep anymore. I got up and went to the bathroom again.

I put some water in my face and heard suddenly a voice from out of the bathroom:" Yah! Who ever is in the bathroom for the longest time ever, please hurry up... I will fall asleep standing." I grinned because I knew this voice. I opened the door, pulled him on his arm inside and closed the door again. Jisung looked a bit shocked from the fast action but smirked then again. He held his pyjamas in his arms and wanted to change into them. He pulled his pullover off having only a shirt on now. I watched his moves and it was hard to stay still. He washed his face and I walked behind him. When he stood up right again I pulled my hands around his body and we looked into the mirror.

"You are so beautiful.", I murred and he smiled as I began kissing his neck. "What are you doing there, baby?", he asked but gave me more space to kiss. "Am I not allowed to kiss my boyfriend?", I asked between kisses. "Of course you are allowed to. I was just surprised." "I just love you so much. I missed you in my arms. Also...we wanted to finish something.", I smiled dirty and he turned around in my arms. "Yeah...but it's already late. The others are more likely to wake up and notice." "Don't we want to tell the members soon? I want them to know you're mine." "Yes....sooooon...", the younger murmured and wanted to get out of my arms. "Let me go. I want to change." "Come on... Who will even wake up. They all sleep like rocks." I kissed him again. "Pleasee~ I need you." I kissed his nose, his chin and looked him deep in his beautiful eyes. I put all my love for him in this look. It worked cause Jisung took my face in his hands and kissed me an emotionally kiss.

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