Clueless (Hayes Grier fanfic)

Chapter 11

Gaby's POV

I laid in my bed bawling. I don't know what to do anymore. I lost Hayes. Which is my everything. So I basically lost my everything.

As I was laying in bed I got a text.

Hayes😍: OMG I fucking can't believe you. After everything we go through. After I protect you. After I actually love you. You decide to go with the boy who tried to break us apart! I thought you were the real thing. I honestly thought no matter how stupid it sounded that we would be together forever. I don't even care how hurt you are right now. Iv been fooled so badly and I'm so stupid for even letting you in my life. You wanna know how I feel? Like shit! We are OVER!

I cried so fucking hard.

I didn't know what to do.

I was so confused in life.

I wish I had someone to comfort me but Cameron is hanging with Natalie today and I don't wanna just throw all my problems on her.

I didn't have my parents, Hayes, Natalie, Cameron, or anyone to talk to right now.

Hayes hates me. I hate me.

I felt like I wanted to kill myself. Why would I want to live in the world anyways?

I walked downstairs to the kitchen and took out the sharpest knife we had to make it less painful.

I started cry uncontrollably and kept trying to attempt to and I soon as the knife touched my bare skin I saw the door open.

I dropped the knife and fell to the floor crying.

It was Roger. He came to check on me.

He ran to me and sat on the floor next to me. He saw I was trying to commit suicide.

"ITS GOING TO BE OK I PROMISE! Just calm down!" He said looking worried and not knowing what to do.

He picked my up and sat my on the counter which Hayes did when he gave me my promise ring.

I looked down at the ring which reminded me of Hayes.

I started to calm down as tears still flowed down my face.

"Listen Gaby. While I was gone I realized that if you are happy, I'm happy. I don't want to come between you and Hayes anymore. After all you love him. I just still want to be friends. Ok baby?" He said stroking my arm to calm me down.

"Ok." I said hugging him tight.

A wave of guilt and relief passed me.
I felt like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

I now know who I love. Hayes.
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I started walking to his house to go explain everything. Even if he broke up with me...

I was walking on the sidewalk when I saw something good and shiny of the floor.

Hayes's promise ring that connected to mine.

I picked it up.

He must have took it off and thrown it on the floor.

He must be really hurt. But he wasn't the only one that was hurt.

I put his ring in the pocket and started walking to his house while looking like a mess with tear stains scattered upon my cheeks. Eyes still watery.

I finally reach his house and hesitate to knock on the door.

My heart was pounding as I heard footsteps walk to the door. My pulse was loud. I could hear it through my ears.

Hayes finally opened the door staring at me. He was in pajamas and a hoodie also looking like a mess. His hair was messed up and looked like he'd been crying for hours.

"We need to talk." I said very quietly, almost a whisper.

"What do you want." He said very angrily.

"Can you just please let me in? Your going to regret it for the rest of your life if you don't listen to me." I said sternly looking like I was in charge here.

He knew I was right and stepped back, allowing me to go in.

I said on the couch and he sat on the complete opposite side.

"Stop acting like a baby and get closer." I said.

"Shut up." He said as he moved closer to me. I felt hurt. He never really talked to me this way now that I think about it.

"Roger didn't do this. It was my fault. What happened was, he was telling me his feelings. I needed to know everything that happened between me and him. I just felt so guilty and such a horrible person for not ever listening to him and I just kissed him. It's not even a big deal Hayes." I said.

"It's a big deal to me though cause I actually loved you." He replied easing in slowly.

"Hayes stop trying to act so innocent. This exact thing happened with you and Samantha. I forgave you and didn't make a big deal. I didn't scream at you, be rude to you, and I didn't stop loving you." I said choosing my words wisely.

I could see Hayes realizing everything.

"You believe me, right?" I said interrupting his thoughts.

"Of course I do." He said sitting very close to me and putting his hand on my thigh.

"Hayes, your the only one I want and Roger moved on. Your my world Hayes and the day I loose you is the day I will stop smiling." I say putting my head on his shoulder.

He looked at me in the eyes and got on top of me on hugged me so tightly a little lower then my waist.

"I'm so stupid and so fucking sorry. I just don't know how to deal with things. I love you Gaby." He said and he kissed me.

I allowed him to.

I stood up and he got down one knee and held my hand.

"Gaby, will you do the honors of being my girlfriend?" He said happily.

"Of course you idiot." I said hugging him tightly.

"Hays you forgot something.."
I said pulling out his promise ring from my pocket.

"What?" He asked as I took his hand and slipped he ring on him perfectly.

He smiled and then looked at me in the eyes.

"I promise." He said.
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We started laying on Hayes's bed and watched family guy.

"I see your wearing my hoodie?" Hayes said as he looked at me and smirked.

"Ya it reminded me of your perfect self." I said.

"You're so cheesy!" Hayes said laughing and tackle-hugging me.

"You wanna sleep over?" He asked looking at me in the eyes hoping I would say yes.

"Sure." I said smiling.

"It's 1:30 am. We should go to sleep." Hayes said.

We got under the sheets and Hayes turned off the TV.

Hayes wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me in. He whispered in my ear that he loved me. I smiled and drifted to a deep sleep.
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Oki I'm done with this chapter 🔫