Clueless (Hayes Grier fanfic)

Chapter 7

Hayes POV
It was a normal day at school and I was at 4th period.

I raised my hand and asked the teacher if I could go to the bathroom. Which actually meant walk around the school because I was bored.

As I was walking through the hallway, a girl stopped me. It was Samantha Pucket. She was one of the most popular girls in the school and all the guys fell for her. She's dated about 20 people at this school.

"Hey Hayes." She said in a sexy voice with a smile while stroking my cheek.

"H-hey." I stutter.

"So you new to this school? I know everything about you. Your really sexy." She says and winks at while stroking her index finger along my arm.

"Ya." I say while looking in her eyes. I felt hypnotized. I wanted to stop but I couldn't.

She then pulled my cheek in and started kissing me. I wanted to pull back but my body wouldn't allow me. I can't believe I'm doing this.

In the corner of my eye I see Gaby standing at the other side of the hallway with stained cheeks from crying. There's tears rolling down her face and deep sadness in her eyes.

"I thought you said forever..." Gaby says as she's running out the door and goes back to her class while crying.

I soon let go of Samantha with full force and tried to run after Gaby.

"GABY!!!!!!" I was yelling but a teacher stopped me and told me to go back to class.

I looked at Samantha with angry eyes as she evilly smiled at me.

I was soon back in class and could not stop thinking about what happend. Did I just loose the love of my life?
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It was finally lunch time. I saw Gaby. She doesn't eat when she's depressed and that's what she was doing now. It hurt me to see her like this.

I grabbed her arm and picked her up.

"LET GO OF ME HAYES! WHERE ARE YOU TAKING ME!?" She screamed while trying to kick me.

"We need to talk." I say with no hesitation.

I go out of the schools back gate when no one could see or hear us.

"It wasn't what it looked like baby. Please you have to listen to me." I begged

"NO SHUT THE FUCK UP! I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN! YOU PROMISED ME AND-AND I HATE YOU! NEVER TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN HAYES! YOU KNOW HOW MICH THAT FUCKING HURT ME? WHAT YOUR TRYING TO TELL ME IS COMPLETE BULL SHIT! NOW GET OUT OF MY FACE AND GO WITH SAMANTHA YOU MAN WHORE! IM GOING HOME." She screamed with hurt and anger in her eyes while tears ran down her face like a waterfall.
She was actually walking home...
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Now I couldn't eat either.

When I got home I took out my razor blade. Iv been clean for about 2 weeks. Why not start again.

I started cutting my wrists deeper and deeper every time I thought of her name. I carved broken hearts. I couldn't stop. It was a habit.

I was soon on the floor crying puddles of tears and nonstop cutting everywhere.
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Gaby's POV
I'm so done with Hayes. I was so hurt that i don't even know what to do anymore.
I was really harsh on him and didn't even listen to what he had to say.

I stated to feel guilt flow throughout my body. I started feeling like a horrible person. I started feelings worthless.
I kept repeating the words I said in my head and finally realized what I done.

I started calling Hayes. No answer. I started texting Hayes. No answer. I face timed him. No answer. I was getting worried.

I run to his front porch and get his spare key from under his mat and open the door.

"HAYES!" I yell.
No answer.

I start running through the house and finally reach his room.

He wasn't in there so I checked his bathroom.

I soon open the door and find Hayes having a emotion attack as I see him crying hard on the floor with blood and cuts everywhere.

I run up to him and sit down on the floor.

He can't even look at me. Did I start this all? Did I make him do this?

I grab the razor from his hands and throw it in the garbage can. I start going on top of him and holding him tight.

"Baby shhhh.... It's going to be ok... Shhhh... I'm here. Don't worry." I say trying to sooth him and calm him down.

"B-b-baby in so fucking sorry... I-I need you. I'm a screw up and you don't even deserve me." He says while holding on to me while burying his head in my chest.

"Hayes. Stay here. I'll be right back." I say as he gets up and sits on his bed.

I go down to his kitchen and get a warm but wet towel and go back upstairs.

I sit on top of him while he's laying his back up on his bed.

"Hayes give me your arm." I say holding my hand out.

He shakes his head.

"Hayes I can't help you if you don't listen." I command.

He slowly places his cut up bleeding arm in my hand.

I gasp.

"Hayes...... What... Why... How do you----..." I say while very concerned and tears filling my eyes.

"I'm sorry." He interrupts.

I start wiping off all the blood with the towel and see the cut marks in the shape of broken hearts.

"Hayes... HAYES PLEASE STOP!" I say gently and then start yelling.

"IM SORRY!" He cries.

I get his other arm and wipe it off too. I hold his arms up to my chest and kiss them.

"Hayes. I want to hear your part of the story now.." I say with guilt flowing through my body.

"Finally." He mumbles.

"Samantha lured me in. She hypnotized me and I couldn't move my body no matter how hard I tried to pull back. She did this on purpose to break us up so she could be with me. She kissed me first and when I saw your face. I knew how hurt you were." He said with tears staining his cheeks.

"Hayes... I believe you. I trust you. And you don't understand how sorry I am. I overreacted because I love you so much and I'm REALLY scared of loosing you." I say with sorriness.

"It's ok baby. I'm sorry too." He says while hugging me.

I look at his cuts again.

"When did you start?" I asked.

"Beginning of middle school." He replied.

I press my lips on to his and his arms automatically hold my waist.

I kept holding him in my arms and rocking him from side to side. I was scared for him. He must really love me.
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Well this took me forever.