The Unwanted Words (Completed)

A Girl Named...

You messaged me
5 months huh.
Pink became a color I couldn't stand
But it was everywhere,
You were everywhere.
Your beanie was a constant reminder
Yeah I used it
But you wont know that
The ring was purposely lost
The diamonds reflecting what
We promised
I found that ring again.
Fuck me.

You ruined me
Ruined my life
Hell
Funny you moved on quicker
Proves children cant love children
But
I won't tell you that...
I hate you
Honestly
I hate you
I sometimes wonder why I beat myself
Up
For you
Spent hours and hours
Trying to keep you
From dying
I spent seconds
Minutes
Hours
Days
To keep you from destroying
Yourself
Wheres my thank you.

You run off with someone
And yet I couldnt keep my head straight for days
Everything feels like a lie now
Were we a lie?
Probably
I'm sure you used me
Manipulated me
I hate you
Lee.
Your trans name
Funny.
You were the most feminine person I knew.
Traumatized by men
Now your dating one
Fuck me right?
Yeah basically
You know what.
Fuck you.