𝗠𝗬 𝗥. ✔

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♢HITOMI♢

just when i was all alone, i hear sobs just near me at the library, i look everywhere then putting down the book i was reading, wondering where it was, my eyes fell into a bookshelve, standing up from my seat i walk behind it, seeing a girl crying while hugging her knees, i couldn't see her face, because she was looking down.

i walked to her, my footsteps light, she felt my prescence in which she looked up to me.

her eyes were puffed, lips quivering, she looked hurt. i only looked at her, knowing the feeling, she sobs, before looking away again, this was absolutely me when someone approaches me, i knew the feeling, how it hurt.

"hey, do you need help?" i asked, before crouching to level her, yet, she didn't glance at me but stayed still and glancing at nowhere.

she sighed, looking down, feeling hopeless.

"i don't, not when it came from a cheerleader like you." she scoffed, before facing away from my face, i felt hurt, i know, we had the same thoughts about them before, but now, as a cheerleader, i knew they are some who are nice and i wish she sees it too.

"not all cheerleaders are, i was bullied before, y'know, the suicidal girl?" i stated, which made her look at me, shocked, i smiled at her, with a handkerchief on my hand, stretching it to her.

"here have it," she took it, as she wiped her face and tears, even when she still has that stain on her face and cheeks.

she looks cute.

"thanks," she muttered, looking at me, still surprised, she was out of words i know, i can see it on her face. "i thought she left school." she stated, which made me giggled, well, no one knew my name, that's why they thought i left, i actually joined the cheerleader team along with chaeyeon, i told her to not tell anyone about my 'suicidal self', i come out as a blonde haired girl, my cheeks not as puffed as before.

i changed,

but felt the same way.

"well, i didn't, i changed, i had this thought that no one knows my name, why not come out as a cheerleader?" i told her, tilting my head and smiling at her.

she smiled back, before leaning on shelve again, closing her eyes for a few seconds.

"i, i never felt welcome here, i was bullied, but i actually never had the thought of suicide, i was scared of death." she was right, very right, but, i knew, she was only bullied, she has a great life, friends, she was just bullied.

not as bad as i felt before.

"that's actually good, you never planned of killing yourself, not like me." i muttered which made her look at me even when it was dark.

"i was pushed here, they were making fun of me that's why i just hid here." she stated, trying not to cry, cleching her fist in my handkerchief, i felt fine, seeing someone fine,

but i can't stay fine as always.

"it's okay, stand up for yourself." i stated, like i did it before, i actually, never had the courage to do that, i couldn't even open a contianer of pills.

"because i wasn't able to do that." i continued and looked down, feeling that heavy feeling again that creeps in my chest.

she nodded, smiling at me, before i was engulfed in a tight hug that actually felt warm.

"thanks! my name is jo yuri!" yuri stretched her arm for me to shake her hand, i shook it before standing up and dusting off myself and she did the same.

"sorry for the bother, i will wash your handkerchief." yuri stated, which i shook my head as a no, no need, she can use it when i'm gone as my comfort.

"use it everytime you're alone, it's my comfort." i stated.

and i felt like i save someone again.

and the hamster girl disappeared.