eBae → l.h

0.6

Before I start yelling at myself, or maybe you guys hating/yelling at me, I'm updating a day earlier because tomorrow all my friends are coming over and probably going home two days later, so I won't have time during the weekend, and I also never updated for like two weeks, which I am extremely sorry about.

If you're still reading this, i lub you babe.

I was voting for 5SOS with the hashtag #vote5sos, and we won :-) So it was totally worth it.

Now that it's all over, go ahead and start readings!



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Luke



I fiddled around with my fingers, getting quite bored. Ellie said she was taking a shower and that I should pick her up after half an hour, and it has only been three minutes.

I sighed, staring at space, wondering what my family was doing at the moment. Were they happy? Were they angry? Were they separated?

How were Ben and Jack doing?

How were my parents?

I flipped over and buried my head in my pillow, groaning.

Two years ago, my family wanted me to leave their house because I was in a garage band, living in my parents' basement, and my brothers despised me more than anything, Ben even tried to choke me, after that my parents didn't give two shits about anything, so basically I'm a messed up little boy who is not wanted by his family.

I sighed, but once I left, my phone was filled with texts and phone calls from my parents, but I decided to change my number and phone because I was one stupid, selfish brat. And now I lost every single connection with Michael, Ashton and Calum.

I hope they're doing well.

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Nearly ten minutes later, I was crying. Literally crying. I missed my mom, my dad, my brothers, everyone. But my parents didn't accept me for who I was, so what was the point of speaking to them much longer anyway?

"Luke?!"

I yelped in a masculine way, falling off my bed again and landing on my nose.

"Huh?!" I hissed, jumping up and nearly falling over again.

"Hey.." Ashley smiled, hanging on something from my window. "Get in." I rolled my eyes, plopping down on my bed again. "Um.." She coughed, jumping in. "I uh.."

I raised an eyebrow, "What the fuck did you do now?"

"I got an brotan...?" Ashley mumbled, scratching her head, "Huh?" I raised my voice, growing impatient. "Fuck, I got an abortion!" She yelled, quickly covering her mouth after saying that.

I gasped, if I had been drinking water, I'd choke to death and die. "What the f- Ashley, why?!"

"Because I'm not ready for a fucking baby!" Ashley whined. "You could've put it up for adoption!" I yelled, running my fingers through my quiff, which was a habit.

"Bu-"

"Ashley get the fuck out of my house." I said through my gritted teeth, pointing at the door. She opened her mouth to say something, but she just formed an 'o' shape then rushed off, making fake crying sounds.

I rolled my eyes, sitting on my floor cross-legged and staring at space again.

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I checked the time, thirteen minutes to go.

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13 minutes later

I was waiting by Ellie's house, I heard constant yelling and shouting, Ellie's mom/sister/aunt/whatever was the loudest, obviously. Her dad was obviously the one with a deep, scary voice and I knew her voice too well already.

About two minutes later, she angrily shut the door behind her, she looked like she was crying for hours, and I could tell she was trying to smile.

She looked amazing, though it was only black skinny jeans, a red flannel shirt and what looked like fake red Converses, her hair was in her usual high ponytail and she looked depressed.



"Hey." She smiled, getting in and shooting the finger at a middle aged woman before she quickly told me to drive away, so I did so.

"Who was that?" I chuckled, but it sounded more like a giggle because I was also crying. Which might've been obvious.

"My so called mom." Ellie rolled her eyes, huffing and getting comfortable. "Oh.." I gulped, biting my tongue.

"You look like you've been crying, what's up?" I asked, focusing on the road, trying not to go too fast like usual.

She sighed, "I hate my family, just one more year until I move away, it's gonna be super fun." She smiled, sitting up. "My family hated me." I laughed, taking left.

"Why?" She asked, tilting her head, and I just shook my head, "You look like my non-existing dog."

She started bursting into a huge laughter, which I joined in moments later.

"Seriously, why?" She was still smiling. "Oh um, because I dopped out and didn't have any proper education? I don't know." I shook my head. "I'm sorry.." She sighed, "I wish I could just leave.."

"You can stay with me." I wiggled my eyebrows at her, "LUKE!" She yelled, I looked at the road and quickly turned the steering wheel, I was about to bump a tree, what the fuck.

"Oh my god!" I started laughing, "Sorry. But yeah, you can do that."

"Yeah, okay. That's not happening cutie. Now focus." She was still smiling.

I grinned, "You're lovely."

-

The concert was full of people who were either fangirls or old fangirls.

"Seriously? Jonas Brothers?" Ellie laughed, nudging me. I shrugged, "Sorry?"

She started giggling like a child, "No Luke, it's fine."

She took my hand, intwining her fingers with mine, looking up at me and catching me blush, I felt so freaking embarrassed I could pass out.

But I smiled at her, holding her hand tight.

"This is so I don't get lost." She said, running her hand through her ponytail and letting out a small chuckle.

I frowned, "Seriously?"

"And because you're extremely adorable when you frown."

I pouted making her laugh and coo. "You're too cute."

"I know." I smirked, staring at the boys singing, wishing one day I will be able to do that.

"Can you sing?" Ellie randomly asked, biting her lower lip. "Kinda.." I shrugged.

"Can you bark?" She asked, I raised an eyebrow, shaking my head.

"Good, at leasnt I'm not in love with my dog."

I widened my eyes, "What?" I managed not to stutter. I sound like a fourteen year old white girl.

"I'm just kidding, dork."



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This is the most shittiest chapter ever, I'm so sorry.

- Mariana x