Just A Song

11

This night I slept at Dowoons for two reasons: #1 I didn't want to leave him alone and #2  we talked for hours so it was already way past midnight.

Even though I already  knew Dowoon thought more about things than he seemed to do, I didn't expect him to overthink as much as I do.

We currently made our way to college after grabbing a coffee on the way.
Being the great friend I am I ordered 2 coffees for me and 1 for Dowoonie.

As I entered the room where my first class was  I was met with a visibly exhausted Brian. His dark brown eyes falling shut every few seconds.

According to all I know about him he probably slept for about a hour the last night.

While I took a seat I placed one of the coffees in front of my friend.

"Come on. Take a sip!" I told him instead of a greeting and lightly nudged his shoulder.
His head shot up in surprise. Eyes searching for the source of the voice. When his tired eyes landed on me I could see a small smile tug on his lips before he eventually took the coffee.

" Thank you" he mumbled.

Satisfied with the reaction I leant back on my chair and waited for class to start. Of course I could have tried to start a conversation with him but it wouldn't have worked anyways, he was too tired, so why bother to try...

Throughout the next 2 hours Brian slept peacefully in class. I figured it would be easier to let him copy my notes later on than trying to keep him awake. So I let him sleep, his head rested on the table with his jacket as a pillow and mine around his shoulders.

I woke him up a few minutes before lunch started. He seemed completely and utterly confused.

"Why am I here?" he said with a morning voice that's somehow lower than my grades. Not gonna lie: damn, his voice was hot...

"because of college, duhh"

"oh yeahh, you're right." he was slowly drifting asleep again so I nudged his shoulder once again.

"Dude, you have to stay awake. It's nearly lunch and I'm sure you haven't eaten anything yet. Am I wrong¿"

"Did you just 'dude-zone' me?!" was his only answer.

"Yeah and I'll probably idiot-zone you soon if you don't start to take care of yourself! I'm slowly getting high-key worried about you."

Even though I wasn't slowly getting worried, I was already full on anxiously worried, but he would probably feel guilty if he knew how much he worries me.Guilt without change though. Why the hell does he never sleep before college but all day if it's the weekend?!.

The lesson ended and I pulled Brian to his feet and dragged the still sleepy boy with me to the table we usually sit at with the guys.
He sat down there and immediately fell into a slumber again.
how long did he not sleep?!?!

I made my way to wait in line for the food. When I came back to our table Brian was asleep while the others were talking casually.

I took the empty seat besides the sleeping figure and flicked his forehead lightly to wake him up.

Once he looked in my direction I only told him "eat" and put the plate in front of him.
He absentmindly started to eat after mumbling a low "thanks".

The others stared at us for a moment before everyone went back to talking and joking around. This time I joined in. In contrast to the others I didn't eat  that's because I didn't have enough money with me to buy something for Bry and myself.