🥀𝓐𝓬𝓽 𝓛𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓜𝓮🥀 𝓜 𝓐 𝓘 𝓡 𝓘🥀

¤Fifteen¤

¡Mattia¡

Kairi chose Josh, over me. I mean, not in that sense but, it still struck a cord. It was my fault anyways, I chose Alex over him. But, I didn't think he'd chose Josh. There's nothing wrong with Josh, okay? There's not.

It's just, everyone liked Josh. Josh was just a cool dude. So, I guess it made sense. It still didn't stop the hurt feeling in my chest, my heart.

I didn't think I wanted to be with Alex anymore. I mean, I know I don't want to be with her anymore. I guess she wasn't the one for me. But, I sure as hell wasn't gonna let anyone know I was upset about Josh and Kairi.

Gosh, even his name made my heart flutter. It's not like I was always gay (once again nothing wrong with that), it's just I only liked Kairi. Other than that, girls? Yessir. Kairi? YESSIR.

weird flex, but okay.

I didn't know why I was still at this stupid carnival if I'm being honest. Gosh, I wanted to slap Josh and his perfect straight teeth. Wanted to tell him to stay away from Kairi, that he was mine.

But was he really mine, if I didn't have him? Nonono. Yes he's mine. A lil' obsessive, yeah. Oh my gosh, shut up Mattia.

¡3rd Person¡

"You okay Mattia?" Alejandro questioned, as he sat next to the boy who sat with his head in his hands. The only reply he got was a sniffle.

"Me? Yeah I'm fine." Was what the Italian boy replied with a while later. Alejandro placed a hand on his shoulder, "It's okay not to be fine." Mattia looked up at him, before rubbing his eyes.

"Truth be told man. I just wanna go home and sleep. I wanna break up with Alex, and then forget about every little stupid thing I've ever said to Kairi, and then cry and eat cheerios," he shrugged,

"Actually, I just wanna go home and sleep first." Alejandro wanted to laugh, wanted Mattia to look at him with a goofey smile and say that he was just joking. That he'd be fine. In reality, he was sad, and unhappy.

Everyone saw it now. The way Mattia and Alex were always together, to Mattia finding every possible way to stay busy, so he wouldn't have to be with her. And if you were in their friend group it wasn't hard to catch on Mattias habit of trying to ignore the blonde girl.

The way his lips held a smile, then ghosted into a frown when Josh and Kairi were in their own world.

Alejandro could only assume how he'd react if he were to ever find out the Canadian and Wasian shared a few kisses.
"They what?!" Alejandro looked at the tall boy, before realizing what he had said.

"Don't tell Kairi." He immediately said, making mattia scoff. "They kissed, and he didn't tell me. They kissed and-and you knew." Alejandro didn't know what to say, looking down.

"I-" "Take me home, Ale." The short boy looked at Mattia, who was about ready to give up in everything. "I don't wanna repeat myself man, take me home." He grumbled, walking towards the cars, shoving past people, not bothering to mutter any apologies.

He was upset, hurt. He knew he didn't have the right to, but his heart took over, and now, he didn't know what to do.

Alejandro yelled that he'd be there, before running towards the Ferris wheel, where the rest of the boys stood. Alejandro knew he was in deep shit once he explained what happened, the boys, besides Josh and Kairi, where surprised to say the least.