6000 mf words
Some more months
(It's finna get good, don't worry)
Me and Lantavis were at a party as we snuck out, people were smoking, drinking and doing lines.
"Babe come do one" he smirked and I shake my head. "Come on, don't be a pussy" they laugh, I still shake my head.
"Please!" Lantavis pled me, I look at him and slowly walk over, "only a half, I'll finish it" he nodded.
My heart was pounding, my head telling me not too, my heart saying do it for Lantavis.
Do it for Lantavis was a huge mistake.
I press my fingers on the other side of my nose and bent down, I slowly inhale, the pounder going up my nose.
I did the whole thing and it soon kicked in, it made my tics worse, my nose started to bleed. I cover it and walk to the bathroom.
I care to my bloody nose and threw up on the floor. I was still hyper, ready to run 10 miles, I kept ticking, over and over. I was still holding the red tissue up to my nose and I threw up again.
But I now needed more.
I clean up myself as the high left, I walked over and did another. It felt better than the last as I stood straight, things were moving and shaking, I now loved the feeling.
Present Time
That was a week ago, I've been craving that feeling ever since. I couldn't look at my friends and family, knowing what I had done.
I've have nightmares about it ever since, but the amazing feeling won't let me go. "Mel wanna go out?" Dad asked and I nod, getting off my bed, he shut the door and I go to my closet, getting dressed.
I walk out, putting cream in my hair so it could curl. "We going to the park" uncle Prince said looking at me. I nod and we go get in the cars, me driving alone.
Everyone left and I quickly made a line and sniff it up. I groan and wipe my nose, I check myself in the mirror before driving off.
One line for me is ok, I can't do two or I'm ready fucked up. I look normal with one, my tics are just worse.
I drive to the park, everyone was just getting out, I pinch the bridge off my nose as a tic attack came.
My head jerked and twitched a few times til it ended. Everyone continued walking and I walk after them.
The guy I met at the beach was there and he walked up, "see where you got your gorgeous looks from" he said looking at mom, she smiled at him and uncle Prince oo'ed.
We stop walking as I slid my hands in my pockets "17 now?" He asked and I nod. "It's what- February now?" He asked and I chuckle "yea" I smile.
"You and dude still whatever?" He asked and I squint. "We not dating, but we not- ion how to explain it"i say as Deshawn listened closed.
I look at everyone else ahead and back up at him. He was about 6'2. "I get it, so we can go out sometime next week?" He smiled and I nod. "We can go out and eat at about 8 Wednesday night" I nod and he nodded.
"Send ya address" Deshawn said and walked off. I jog back to everyone else and uncle Gawa looked at me "got another dude" he said and I shake my head.
"No.."I mumble.
"It's wrong to go with two dudes" Brianna said beside me and I push her "get on damn" I huff. She bucked at me and I buck at her, she ran off and I roll my eyes.
