I laid in the cold bed, listening to the heavy rain, wrapped up in the large comforter.
I couldn't go to the funeral.
I'm Jocelyn all day long, I barely eat.
I was finally getting happy, then she had to leave me. I hate her for it. I hate she left me like she did. I tattooed a sentence she wrote me.
Dear all three of you, Billie, Jocelyn, Ashley.
I'm sorry I left you how I did, I love you all so very much and I hope you will continue your amazing life for me.
Me and your father didn't want to say, but I fell ill with a terrible disease. We stayed happy for my family, we didn't say because we didn't want to worry my 4 amazing children. You've made me so happy all my lifetime, I couldn't ask for a better daughter. Please Billie, take care of yourself, and the kids.
Many loves, Maggie.
See you in another lifetime.
That sentence, see you in another lifetime.
The front door opened and I heard Melanie's heels. They all walked up and the door opened. The kids walk in and lay beside me, "mommy?" Raelyn sniffed and I kiss her nose.
Brandon walked in and laid ontop of me, we all sit there, he played with my necklace, I play with Raelyn's hair, Rae played with Blake's red tips, Blake rubbed Brianna's arm and Brianna was snuggled into Melanie, Melanie, holding my hand.
I let put a breath and Brandon kissed my forehead. The kids soon fell asleep and Brandon stood, making me stand.
I frown and he pushed me to the dresser, I pull out some clothes and he pushed me to the bathroom.
Brandon started the water and looked back at me. I roll my eyes and pull off my clothes. Brandon hugged my naked body and I sniff, "it's ok to cry mama" he whispered.
I let the tears fall, closing my eyes. He rubbed my back as I silently cry.
Brandon picked me up and set me in the hot water, he closed the curtain and I pour bubbles in and turn on the jets.
They were silent so he didn't know they were on. I wait till they were at my chin and turn the water off. He opened the curtain and looked down and me.
Brandon PoV
I look down at Billie, almost submerged in bubbles and she smiled wide.
"Hi" she smiled.
I shake my head and get in. The bubbles lifted and she squealed, bubbles make her super happy, she also gets excited seeing them.
We turn on our sides and snuggled up. "You love me?" I ask and she blew the bubbles out my face. "No" Billie said and kissed me.
"Well I love you" I whisper, making her blush.
Billie scooped some bubbles in her hand and formed them on her face, making a beard. I laugh at her as she blew the bubbles.
I kiss her again and Billie bite my lip. "Ow you animal" I say and she evilly smirked. I rolled my eyes and rub my lip.
"I want a kiss" I whisper and she shook her head "I'm sick".
"What's ben wrong?" I ask. "My stomach hurt, and my throat, and my pussy wet all the time" she explained and grinned at the end.
"Maybe food with help your stomach?and for your throat, what about, oh I dont know, water?" I say and her stomach rumbles in response. She blushed and gasped "what about my other problem?" Billie cheesed.
