1392 word mf
Short. I know. I'm embarrassed.
13 years ago
April 16
I grip the arm of the couch and take a deep breath. Blake was a bigger sized baby, I new labor was gonna be painful, I didn't think it was gonna be this bad.
I was in tears I was i so much pain.
2 hours ago
Blake kicked again and I rubbed the spot, "damn boy" I huff. "You good?" Danielle asked and I suck in a breath, nodding. I let it out as I felt another braxton hicks coming.
"These are contractions" I say leaning back on the couch, I put my hands over my head and Danielle looked over at me. "You in that much pain" Brandon asked.
" I mean yea, I got this big ass baby in me" I say rolling my eyes "damn" Prince laughed. Soon the pain got worse and I whined, "mama, you sure we dont need to go now?" Brandon asked and I shake my head.
Present Time
I stand up, about to start walk around when I just threw up on the floor because I was in so much pain. "Billie" Danielle groaned and I cover my mouth. Prince mopped it up as Brandon came over.
He put his hands on the side of my stomach and I laid my head on his chest "Brandon I'm in so much pain" I moan. "Well we need to go so you can get an epidural" he said and I shake my head.
I grab his muscled up arms and squeeze tight.
"Come on babygirl, you shouldn't be in that much pain" Danielle said as the contraction ended. Brandon rubbed my back as some of my tears fell.
The contraction stopped and I pull away, I walk around the house, the walking helped the pain a little. "Danielle stop pestering me about it!" I shout and she backed up.
I roll my eyes and continue to waddle around, I kept running back to the bathroom, peeing then continuously walking around.
I yelled at anyone who tried talking to me.
After my second time throwing up, I had to go. "Ok, we have to go" I say and they groaned "finally". We got in the car and Prince sped up.
"Slow down" I say and he looked at me "not tryna have a baby in the car" he mumbled. "I'm not tryna throw up again! Slow down!" I demand and he mumbled "yes master" he said.
Prince slowed down and Brandon rubbed my ring. I lay my head on his shoulder, the pain was getting unbearable.
I just blacked out.
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I woke up in a hospital bed, I wasn't in any pain tho. "You ok now?" I heard Prince say and I slowly nod, shifting around.
"Gave you an epidural" Brandon nodded.
I lay my head back, going back to sleep, but a contraction woke me up. It wasn't as bad, I felt a little pain, but it was bearable.
The doctor walked in and smiled, "baby wasn't being nice too you" she chuckled. "The epidural numbed most of your pain, but not all" she said and I nod.
"Are you doing a c-section?" She asked and I shake my head. "Ok, we have to wait a few hours" she said and i nod.
She walked out as Finneas and Claudia walked in, "heard you were screaming and yelling at people" He said and I blush. "I was in pain" I mumble.
Another contraction came and I hiss.
"Fuck" I whisper and put my arms over my head. Doctors rush in, "we have to pre-form an emergency c-section, the umbilical cord is around the baby's neck" she rushed and my heart dropped.
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April 17
3:25 am
"I am so glad everything happened because you are so handsome" I say in a baby voice, I had Blake held up, my hand under his bottom and the other on his head. He looked at me and I smile wide, kissing his tiny lips.
"Damn Bil let us hold him" Gawa said as I turn away from him. "No, I will hold him forever and ever" I say, still in a baby voice as I kissed Blake again.
"Let me hold my child" Brandon said and I shake my head "nope, he's mine" I say and he looked at me. "I dont wanna let him go" I pout.
I've never been attached like this to no baby, maybe because he was the spitting image of Brandon, but I couldn't stop holding him.
Brandon held his hands out and I shake my head, "please mama" he whispered kissing my cheek. "Go to sleep" he said, I lean into his touch and he took Blake.
"Baby" i whine.
Brandon cradled Blake and smiled at me.
I didn't know I was this tired, soon as I settled down, I fell asleep.
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I woke up to Blake crying, I look at the clock at it was 8 am. I look over and everyone was asleep. I pick him up and start breastfeeding him.
I lean my head back and close my eyes.
After about 15 minutes and pull him off me and snap my bra back. Brandon woke up and I kiss Blake's eyes. Brandon came over and kissed my nose "your so beautiful" he said and I shake my head.
"I got a fat ass face" I whisper and he chuckled at me. "So" Brandon shrugged and slapped my cheeks. He looked down at Blake and kissed his forehead, Blake opened his eyes and stared up at his dad "yo ass ain't sleep" Brandon chuckled and kissed him again.
"He was just listening to our voices" I smile. Blake held up his hand and Brandon put his finger in his small palm. Blake gripped tight, making me smile wider.
PRESENT TIME
I look up at Brandon and smile. "I love you" he said and I shake my head "no you don't" I giggle. "How you know?" He asked and I fake a pout. "Because you didn't take me to the store" I mumble.
"Imma take you tomorrow k?" He asked and i nod. "Happy birthday baby" i smile and he puckered his lips.
I kiss him and out lips slowly move together.
Brandon rolled over ontop of me and put his hand on the side of my face. I deepen the kiss and his tongue swiped against my bottom lip.
I let him in and our tongues explore each other's mouth. I slide my hands around his neck, pulling Brandon closer to me as the kiss got more and more affectionate. Our breathing got heavier and Brandon slowly pulled away.
I look at his swollen lips and kiss him again, missing the warmth. "You got me hard" he chuckled and I pull away "sorry" I breath out and grin. Brandon pecked me and kissed my chin.
"You better be glad you sore, cause I can go another round" he smirked and I push him off me. "No you freak" I say and he chuckled.
"Be glad, but tomorrow, imma get yo ass" he said and I pout "no" I say and he nodded. "Well lemme get a taste" he said and I quickly shake my head. "Ok den" Brandon whispered and I still pout.
"You like being fucked hard" he smirked in my ear. "You like me deep inside you as you scream my name" Brandon whispered, making me wet. "You like me pounding you too hard till you red. You like being manhandled, being roughly fucked. Tied up so you can't grab me and still scream my name. You enjoy it Billie" Brandon whispered, the way he said my name.
I felt his hand slip into my short and slowly rub my clit. I hum and he pulled it out "tomorrow" he smirked.
I open my eyes and look at him.
Brandon laughed at me and I push him away. "Asshole" i mumble. I get to the far side of the bed and he poked my side. I slap his hand away and turn over.
The lights turned off and after about 15 minutes, I crawl over to him.
His arms don't wrap around me and I poke his face. "Bae leave me alone" he chuckled and I whine "love me" I say and he got onto of me.
"Thank you" I grin.
