"Woah ladies, we all got cheated on k?" She said quickly raising her hands. I slide the gun in my pocket and push them in.
Gekyume smiled at me and I smile back.
"What are you doing here?" Marcy asked as I shut the door. "You got a bathroom?" Yume asked as Melanie walked out, "I'll take you" she smiled and they walk up the stairs.
"So, people found out, now they want them both" Jenesis huffed and we all ran our hands through our hair. I look outside as Jenesis looked up at me.
"Can we stay here? Til you ya know, kill em off?" She smiled and I blink and look at her "what?".
"Who said she was the only one?" Marcy asked. "Who said I was doing it?"I scoff. "Your the only one, with actual gang knowledge" Jenesis said and Marcy scoffed.
"You weren't in a real gang" she giggled.
They walk back down the stairs and we all look at the two kids, look just alike. "What?" They asked and I shake my head, "dont start that" i say.
"Billie, aren't they cute?" Jenesis awe'd.
I wall to the kitchen and find a pre-roll before quickly lighting it. I quickly inhale and put my hands over my face. "Billie?" Marcy asked and I walk in the livingroom.
I let up the window and blow out the smoke, laying my hands on the table.
My past keep coming up on me.
"Not the time to hyperventilate" Jenesis whispered and I chuckle, "yea I know". I put the blunt back in my mouth and inhale before turning around. "Well I'll help you?" Marcy asked and I nod. "You are too Jenesis," I say and blow out the smoke, i suck it back and I move it from my nose to my mouth, til I just blew it in her face.
"What is happening?" Prince asked.
"Jenesis, everybody, you'll learn names, Jahseh cheated on me with Marcy,then we found out she, she had a whole child with dude, it- yea" I mumbled as i get lightheaded.
"Are you ok?" Claudia whispered.
I wave my hand, telling them I was fine.
I'm really hyperventilating.
My hand started to shake and I ran my hands over my face. I walk out the door, going to the back. I punch and kick with trash can a few times, punch the brick wall, tug on my hair, calm myself down and pick up my blunt again.
I calmly walk back in the house, taking a long drag before throwing the end in the grass.
I blow out the smoke, close the window, and the door. "You good now?" Gawa whispered and I nod. "Did you punch the trash can?" Yume asked and I nod.
"Momma called me weird for doing that" he smiled. "See what you do is, after her getting tired of fixing the wall, she'll let you do it" I smile and wink at him. She pushed me and I laugh.
"wait, so yall both Jahseh baby mommas?" Rain asked and we nodded. Melanie walked down the stairs and Jenesis looked at her, "happy birthday love" she smiled, "thank you" Melanie said and took a bow.
"Momma, can I eat them cookies?" She asked and I nod.
I look at my knuckles and they were bruised and bloody. Jenesis placed her soft hands on my hand and I look at her before quickly pulling away.
"Sorry, I forgot" she smiled and I slowly nod, and walk up the stairs. I go sit on the bed and the door opened, Brandon walking in.
He looked at me and I look up, he shut the door and came over. "What's wrong?" He whispered. "Everything from my past is just coming back and hitting me in the face, from talking about it in interviews, dreaming about it, having daydreams, to it happening in real life, and i-i dont want it back" I rant.
