I'm sorry, I just cried for about 3 hours. So we going to 50!
I sit on the stool, picking with my food.
"Ma you good?" Blake laughed. "No" I sniff. They laugh at me and I roll my eyes, taking a bite. "Uh uh, nope" I shake my head and push it away.
I go spit out the food and rinse it out. "Its grits?" Emma said and I shake my head. "That is disgusting" I shake my head.
"Oh my Jesus"they sigh.
"So what you want?" Claudia asked. I shrug and smile at them, "bean burritos?".
10 minutes later
I finish the burritos and jump up in the counter, before laying out on it. "Depression and Obsession dont mix well" I sing. "I'm poisoned and my body don't feel well"i sang, poking my stomach.
"I ate her, inside and out, I feel my stomach turnin',Make out hill, where we met we let our lips do all the talkin',And now I'm hooked an" I sing.
"Depression and Obsession dont mix well" I finish. " how you have a whole damn X concert on my counter?" Gawa laughed.
"Because that's how I feel. I'm poisoned. Brandon poisoned me. Do you know how baked I was planning on getting? Now I'll I'm baking is a triple layer fudge cake".
I sit my head up.
"I could go for that".
They laughed at me and I lay my head back down. "The media is gonna have a field day!" I sarcastically clap. "Fucking assholes" I grumble.
"You stressed out huh?" Prince said and I look up to see a cocky smirk on his face. "Just cause you my boyfriend dont mean I wont push you off a cliff" Jocelyn mumbled and he laughed. I lay my head back down.
"Daddy how you feel?" Brianna laughed.
"Finna go to jail for murder" he mumbled, "Ashley dont laugh at that, it wasn't funny" I giggle and she laughed.
"See, you both stressed!" Prince said and I throw the paper towels at him as Brandon threw a pillow. "Leave them alone daddy" Ezmeri giggled.
"We told you all them years ago" Danielle laughed. "Who didn't listen?" Gawa laughed. "Yall are so mean to me, I'm pregnant, you cannot be mean to a pregnant woman" I say and they look at me.
I smile and laugh.
"You more emotional on your period then pregnant" Brandon grunted.
"So, I am still emotional" I say talking with my hands. "That's crazy" I say. "Five pregnancies" I say holding up five hands. "Six?" Danielle asked.
"Does a pregnancy count if you had a miscarriage?" I ask and everyone shrugged. "Imma count it five because that's my alive, biological children" I say.
"I thought I would never have kids" I sigh. "Why?" Kayla asked. "Ion kno, I was lowkey scared because I didn't want any children coming out acting like me" I say.
"Like what?" Adam asked.
"Gang activity, going to juvie, smoking weed at FIFTEEN, getting pregnant at 16" I mumble.
"What did you go to juvie for?" They asked.
"Put someone in a coma".
"Yea it was bad" Finneas mumbled.
"I see a little Billie in Mel?" Emma said. "The drugs, and the early pregnancy" Danielle said. "You were on drugs?" Brianna asked. Melanie pressed one finger to a nostril and sniffed.
