PART 29............Hearts Broken

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Roger's POV

"Do you like the food, princess?" Jax asked, looking at Lena.
"Yeah. It's good." She said quietly, staring down at her plate.

The table was silent.

"Excuse me." Lena said frantically before getting up and leaving.

Jax looked confused but continued eating and not really caring. He started talking to Oscar and Brenden while I quietly followed Lena.

She was walking fast towards her room and not making any noise.

"Hey. Hey!" I whispered. She turned around rapidly and looked me in the eyes.

"What's wrong?" I asked.
"I don't know. I just don't feel good. Anxiety I guess." She said smiling weakly at me.
"You didn't finish your food." I said, worried.
"I'm not hungry." She said looking down at the floor.
"May I come in?" I asked pointing to her room door.

She nodded and slowly opened her bedroom door. It changed since Alec passed. I never seen it until now. The only thing that caught my eye was the massive bed in the middle of it. Then came that feeling again.

"Sorry it's kinda a mess." She chuckled.

I ignored her comment and pinned her against the wall, kissing her neck softly. Low moans escaped her lips and I could feel the world vanish around us. I picked her up and we kissed. I carried her to her bed and I got on top. The kisses got more rough with every second that passed. Her legs were wrapped around my hips and back. I wanted her so badly. I loved her.

My heart was pounding the whole time but neither of us were stopping. I fell for her. I fell for her so hard. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I wanted to tell her how I felt but I was too scared.

"Roger." She whispered in my ear. I continued to kiss her and hold her body against mine. I couldn't help myself any longer. Realization occurred to me and I realized what I was doing.

I got off of her and she looked confused.
"What's wrong?" She asked.
"I'm sorry, Lena." I told her.
"Why?"
"I'm hurting Alec and I'm betraying Jax. I don't think we can do this anymore." I said, staring down to the floor.
"Oh." She said softly. She looked hurt and heart broken but she just got up off her bed and started to clean her room again. She tried to act like what I said didn't hurt her but I could tell she was not ok.
"Roger?" She whispered.
"Yes, Lena." I answered.
"I- I need some time alone, please." She said softly.

I felt my heart shatter into trillions of pieces. Sadness and guilt flooded my body and I felt tears stream out of my eyes.

"Of course." I said. I slowly walked out of her room down the lonely hallway. I heard the door lock behind me and I knew I messed up.

Not only did I hurt both Jax and Alec, I hurt Lena too.

I felt the weight of the world fall on top of my shoulders. I couldn't bare to see her so upset and on top of that, I know it's my fault.

HI MY LOVELIES!!!!!
I'm sorry!! Another sad chapter! I do not know what's going through Lena's head!!! Jax clearly loves her and he's trying to get her to fall in love with him again. Little does he know that his supposed to be "friend" is getting extremely close to the love of his life. Will he find out? What is going through Lena's head? Why is Roger doing what he's doing? Keep reading Dragged In to find out!
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