Appreciated

chapter 9

Charley's POV

I slowly dragged myself on to our plane. Something was holding me back, someone, someone I had never even met yet. I felt that the boys felt the extra weight dragging me down to the depths of my mind.

"You dreaming, mate?" Lewi asked.

"If only I was."

"Everything will be fine" he smiled a little "We're going to America, I know how sad that always makes you" he said sarcastically causing Danny, who we didn't know was listening, to chuckle a little. "Relax, OK, just relax" said Lewi pushing his seat to a laying position.

I tried to relax, to close my eyes, to forget the world. I tried but no matter how hard I tried I just remembered

Eliza's face, coming out of the bathroom, weak, weeping, defeated.

Lost in my torment of reliving those memories I barely noticed us land after the long flight. I pulled out my phone and sent Eliza a text, just landed how are you and the baby. She didn't hesitate to respond, hey prince charming we're doing great we miss you. I smiled and put my phone in my pocket, we got in our bus for our American tour. I took a bottom bunk and laid down on my stomache. I just needed to rest. I was still hoping to wake up and my life would be back to normal. Although after my thoughts on the plane those regrets were beginning to become hopes. I was thinking of how after the tour I should have enough money for a nice flat and nice things for my family, I could give so financial stability to them. Since Eliza will graduate before the baby is born I won't have entirely ruined her future. If Eliza wants to be married I'm sure we could make it work. I don't feel like I'm ready for a relationship on that level but since it's Eliza mabey we'll just see it as a permanent friendship. My recap of my thoughts were interrupted by my phone ringing.