Best of me | KSJ

Chapter 8- Crazy

(Tiny bit of smut in this chapter you can skip over it if that's not your thing. I'm warning you guys here cause I didn't mark the chapter with the 💦 warning in the title lol)

I feel the need to make a doctors appointment because something really had to be wrong with me. First I don't go out on a Friday night, instead I wait up listening for this mystery guy to fuck y/n. Only to find out it wasn't a booty call at all in fact she had a kid.

Like an actual kid, a almost pre teen kid or at least I think I didn't get the kids age. And then I ended up spending the whole Saturday with them! As if we were some strange little family. This was so far out of my comfort zone. So clearly something was wrong with me. There just had to be something.

Kids freak me out, they make me uncomfortable and they ruin things. They're gross and grubby and so incredibly needy! I never understood why people willingly wanted children, the moment you have a kid your life is over. No fun for you that was it. So why on earth put yourself through such a thing?

So it really didn't make sense to me that I enjoyed myself the other day. I mean it wasn't smooth sailing but I rather enjoy a good bicker. The kid kicked my ass the first few rounds but I quickly got my footing and showed her a thing or two. Not to mention y/n cooked for me again and my god I felt like I was in heaven. Something about her food was so comforting and well delicious, it reminded me of my moms cooking for some reason.

"Mr. Kim"

I look up and see my assistant looking at me with concerning eyes. "Yes?" She smiles and steps in a bit more "Are you alright? You've been mumbling about some kid and a y/n for an hour now" my ears turn red instantly as I straighten up, I didn't realize I was mumbling again.

"Um yes, I'm fine. Just a lot on my mind. I think I'll take off early today...so clear my schedule"

She smiles and nods before leaving me again, I sigh and take a moment before gathering my things. Perhaps I needed a new distraction.

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I end up at a bar alone, well not alone there are plenty of woman around gawking at me, some even touching my arm or chest for attention. I'm doing my best to stay on my A game but I keep getting distracted...

I down another shot and decide it's time to go home with one of these woman so I can finally get that sweet release and pound out some of my frustrations.

I glance around at my pickings and focus on the blonde in the back, she's a bit taller than the other girls. Nice body, very fit but she doesn't have those curves like y/n. She'll do for the evening though, I excuse myself from the group of girls and head straight towards her.

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It doesn't take long for her to agree to get out of here and to my surprise she's quick to get to the good stuff. I barely close my car door and she's already unzipping my pants and pulling out my half hard cock. I squeeze the steering wheel and pull into a more secluded location.

I don't even get the girls name as she she starts to lick my head, I glance down at her and quickly have to look away. For some reason I couldn't look at the girl. Not that she was ugly she really was beautiful but for some reason seeing her teasing my now hard cock I felt guilty?

Why the fuck would I feel like that? I'm as single as they come. I feel extremely frustrated so I close my eyes and do my best to enjoy what is happening. She's a bit sloppy with her technique so I grab hold of her hair and guide her, she gags a bit as I force her head down a bit too far. But damn did it feel good, I exhale and continue to help the poor girl out. My mind is clouded with only one thing and I hated myself for it.

Y/n

I can picture her face perfectly, that cute blush on her cheeks as she shyly sucks at my cock. Her big eyes staring up at me needing that reassurance "fuck" I breath forcing the blonde to move even faster now. She gags again and grips my thigh making me gasp out at her cold touch. At this point I'm just fucking the poor girls face and she can barely keep up. But I'm so close and I need to feel that release.

"Ah..fuck y/n"

I groan out as I shoot my load down this poor girls throat. I release my grip from her hair and she jerks up and slaps me across my face. I deserved it but I don't do anything. "Fucking asshole!" She shouts getting out of my car and slamming the door. I mumble a sorry even though I know she can't hear me. Something was definitely wrong with me at this point.

It takes me a minute to collect myself again, I tuck myself away and quickly get out of here.

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When I step out of the elevator leading to my place I spot her. Fuck. She glances over and smiles "You look like shit"

God this little minx.

I laugh a little as I stumble my way towards her, she raises a brow at me "I had a sip just a sip" she laughs and shakes her head before walking over to me. "Where are your keys?" I smirk and shrug my shoulders "Help me find them?"

She shakes her head and hits my chest "Hand them over, your drunk" I sigh and dig around in my pocket "Here you little minx and I'm not drunk" she takes the keys and grabs my hand pulling me towards my front door. I smile down at our laced fingers, I liked the feeling.

"Come on" she tugs me inside, I can't take my eyes off her. She's just so beautiful and the funny thing is she's not even trying. She doesn't have to, she's just naturally beautiful. She pushes me down on my couch and I groan a bit when her hand separates from mine.

I had to fight every urge in my body to grab at those delicious hips and pull her down on top of me.

"Do you really think I'm ugly?"

She laughs and starts to walk away, I get up too quickly and feel a bit dizzy. "Go to bed Seokjin it's late, I'll check on you tomorrow okay?" I pout and she bites her lip to hold back that beautiful smile.

"I don't know why I'm doing this cause I know I'll regret it later but..."

I watch as she walks over to the desk I had, she rips a piece of paper and scribbles something down before she's walking back over to me. She places the paper against my chest and smiles up at me, I can feel my heart doing that weird thing again.

"Call me if you need anything"

I needed you...

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