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People are always talking about how much it hurts when someone you love, leaves you.
About that they are bad people

About how much it breaks you.

But let me tell you this:

You have no idea how hard it is to walk away.
You have no idea how much it breaks you to know that you're the cause of someone else their pain.
You have no idea how much courage it costs to say those words.

It hurts so fucking much to say: I'm sorry but I'm breaking contact with you'

It hurt so fucking much to walk away from someone who you deeply love and thought you would end up being with.

That you're the cause for their heartbreak.
That you made them cry.
That they have endless sleepless nights because of what you said that day.
That they are drinking too much
That they're in mentally pain.
That they are hurting.
That they stopped eating because of you.

That they want to end their life.
Because of you.

It fucking breaks you to know that they are crying and hurting because of YOU.

You have no fucking idea what it does with you when you hear them saying that to you
You have no idea, how much your heart breaks

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04'10'2018

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