Inside life 2019

Nazia's experience☺

My Name is Nazia (Naziya) Dantala Muhammad.
AKA Nazy.
Your writer friend.
Your writer girlfriend.
Your writer next door.
An Arewa writer.
A poet.

I'm not a professional though, but I've written Afterglow (A Nigerian story) and Bus line (Nigerian-American short story).
Which are both here on wattpad.

Wrote a couple of poems, which I post most on Instagram, I don't have a collection yet.

Want to know more about me?
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I am @nazy_writes on Instagram
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And this has been my experience 2K19.

2019 taught me a lot of things.

I saw life in a different way, I saw a lot of things that I couldn't see the previous years.

It was a mixture of laughter and tears, I was happy in some occasions and I cried in some, usually I'm a cry baby, I cry about little things, I cry when I miss my daddy, I cry when things fall apart, I cry when people speak harshly to me, I cry a lot!

But this year, Nah...I cried only a few times and that's a huge change.

I allowed myself to heal from that which made me cry, and during the process, I discovered I'm way stronger than I thought I could ever be.

And that strength kept me going, regardless of pains ripping me apart or satisfaction holding me in place.

I learnt to stay happy regardless of things falling apart or things falling in line.

I learnt to be very much contented with what I have, for what I have is all I have, and that,that I wished for that didn't come to me, the most merciful, ilahee, on his throne watches over me and knows what exactly I need in every time and every place.

In 2019, I made decisions, good decisions of which I never regreted making.

I took charge of my life, I did things I liked most of the times.

I paid no mind to people telling me which was right or which was wrong.

In 2019 I took risks, I broke a couple of rules and trust me it was fun.

I believed in myself even more, I adore the woman I'm becoming, I am who exactly I want to be.

I stood on my feet and put people in their places, I cut fake people off, I cut negative people off, that bad energy needed to be far away.

I tasted money and lack of money.

I accepted bad turnouts of situations that I gave my whole to, at least I knew I gave in all the energy I could, the self love and self belief kept me going.

I refused to force myself on people, No. The people I thought I won't breath without in most occasions I was happy without them, I mean I won't force myself on you so stay if you want to or leave if you want to.

I'm too lazy to push or pull you, I better save that energy for important stuff.

I was nice to most strangers, I'm usually that my mum said "don't talk to strangers" type of person, along the line I met new people, people with mind blowing personalities,people I clicked with within seconds, mind you I don't click with people that fast, this people were just different you could see the difference physically.

I met crazy ones too. And God! I met this special being that's got unique genes, I didn't know such kind of person ever existed. Strangers turned friends turned family.

I loved and was loved, I shared love like biscuits in some proportions I think was enough for each.

I worked towards the betterment of my Deen and towards better creativity.

I understood"what will be will be." Like it was the first time I was hearing it, moreover I believe in the lord of kun fa ya kun, and when he says Be! So be it.

And behold, I knew there's nothing compared to family,they are all I could ever ask God for. this beings make me worth existing.

Alhamdulillah! It's been Allah all the way.

The most important part of this whole story is that I grew up. I became stronger. And I took life just the way it came.

This is life, we are inside life.
2019 has been great y'all, may 2020 be better.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

My appreciation to you all is coming in a bit.😘

Drops comments!

Peace out.✌✌