Realization

Season 1, Chapter 9: Conflicted

Takagi's POV

"N-nishikata, all this time...you were always at my side, we always have fun together, laughed together, and smile together. You cared about me as much as i care about you, you were...my true friend Nishikata, and no one can ever replace you...but Nishikata, there's something i wanted to tell you...i can't hide my feelings to you anymore. Nishikata, I loved you....so much...and that's my true feelings...AAAGHHH!!!" I quickly blushed as i was trying to practice my confession in the mirror. I dashed towards and jumped into my bed.

I've been practicing this since he gave me 3 cans of soda a few months ago. And that's where i fell in love with him, more...and...more.

"Grrr! It's so hard! What if he rejects?" I said hugging my pillow. It's true, he never gave me any clue or any sign of that matter that he likes me.

"But...i really wanna confess to him, i can't hide it anymore...but what if he rejects!? DARN IT!" I yelled in anger. I pretty sure I'm mad at myself right now, because i can't think anykind of positivity in my mind.

"Nishikata...you...stupid...dumb...handsome...cute...kind...intelligent...boy. How can i say how much i love you? Is it because how kind you are to me? Or how much you care about me? How can i say into words when i don't have the right for it?" I said to myself, hugging my pillow while blushing. But suddenly, i fell so tired that i fell asleep.

The next day

Nishikata's POV

"She must be here at this time, don't tell me she's late..." I was waiting Takagi at our usual spot where we met and walked together to school, but somehow i got here before her, 10 minutes more infact.

"Maybe i should check around." I checked the surrondings, like the bush where she usually scared me. But there's no sign of Takagi.

"Hmmm....welp...looks like i'm going to school alone." I said, sadly walk towards the school.

At the school

I arrived at the school parking lot where i found something familliar, more like i always known.

"Huh? This is Takagi's Bike? Why is she here before me?" I ran towards her bike to examine it. Yep it's her bike, but why did she left me?

"Hmmm....i gotta go to the my class." I ran towards the school gate and rush up into the stairs and went into my class.

"Huh?" I was shocked to find a sleeping Takagi in my class. She've never done this before.

"M-morning Takagi..." But she isn't answering.

"Hello? Earth to Takagi? Do you copy?" I tapped her shoulder and brushed her hair...aaahhh..it's soooo smooth. Then after i brushed some of her hair, i saw a Sleeping Takagi, more like....Sleeping beauty.

"My gosh...She's soo...Cute...no wonder many boys liked her...including me..." My face started to get hot, is this what she looks like when she sleeps? It is so...

"I wanna sleep with her again.....WAIT WHAT!?" Somehow i unconsciously said that word. Well i slept with her 2 days but looks like i slept earlier and hadn't got to see this beautiful face of hers. What a joke.

"Hmm...it's my fault anyways..."

"Hmm...Nishikata?" CRAP! DON'T TELL ME SHE HEARD ME ALL THE TIME!

"WAH! Umm....M-moring T-t-takagi......" I felt my whole body shaking.

"Umm....did you saw me...when i sleep?" She asked me tired.

"Umm...No! I just g-got here..." I said nervously.

"O-okay...well i wish you were..." Wait? Did she wanted me to see her sleeping?