Chapter 46: Depression gets Worse
A couple of days after moving in with Daniel, I have gotten so worse that I won't even come out of the room, and Daniel has been so lovely to where he brings me food, which of course, does not affect because of the depression I have become emotionless. The problem with being emotionless is that it hurts the people around you more than it hurts you. So I pretend to have emotions make the people I love to smile, which worries me because I'm the one causing them pain, and I can't do anything about it. It has taken over to the point that I have to leave every time I see Shade or the rest of them because I know the hurt I have caused. So Shade if you are reading this and I have not responded to anything you said or have kept avoiding you I sorry I can't look at you or Will without breaking into tears to see the pain I have caused and how happy you guys would have been if you haven't met me. Also, I will probably be crying by the time you read this. (It's okay maybe tomorrow I won't feel this pain/ Last Hurrah/ please listen to the song)
YOU ARE READING
The story of Shade and Demise
Randomthis story I wrote in the 6th grade so it is not really good but all might be very emotional to some people read at your own risk
