The story of Shade and Demise

bonus part

bonus: What it's like to feel Depressed/ BONUS

So when you're depressed, it just feels like that everything you do will hurt someone you don't want to hurt, but it does, and you can't control it. So, to solve that problem you just cover up by being "happy" for that person just to keep them happy to the point that you get so used to the feeling of being there that you will do ANYTHING to protect them even if it means hurting them which I have done which hurt them more then I realized and when I did I just wanted to scream. Why have do they stay when all of the rest of having left without a word because I had hurt them when I was trying to make their lives better. Which made mine worse, and I have done that more than 100 times, and I am so STUPID for it because they are all just backstabbers who use you then leave you to suffer their problems own your own. Like I'm some trash can that they drop their issues in and then go. It hurts so much to know that you are useless to the world and that most people won't care if you die right now. There is that one person who will be there through thick and thin no matter how bad the situation is. They will still be there so, please don't end your life, they are people who love you even if they don't show it. It's the thing in the little corner, hiding away is the piece they always try to hide that piece of kindness.

The end