"We're Just Friends."

Lust

I finally arrive at Jace's house after 13 minutes of contemplating if I should just turn around and go home.
I text Jace that Im outside.

To Jace:
I'm downstairs loser. Come open the door. 💕

From Jace: Say Pleasse. 😌

To Jace: Are you serious right now Jace? 😐

From Jace: Lol look up loser.

-End Text-

As I look up I see Jace standing at the door with pajama pants on...and no shirt.
It's 77 degrees out so it's kinda warm.
He's just standing there looking sexy as hell and smiling.
I gotta tell you, since I came out (kinda sorta) I've been very honest with myself. Like if I see a hot guy then I'll say he looks sexy as hell and not feel weird about it. I feel comfortable with myself. It's an amazing feeling.
Anyway, I begin to get out the car.
I close the door and walk towards Jace. He then stops leaning against the driveway brick wall. I don't know why but I got instantly nervous.
As I finally get up to him I say very awkwardly
"Hi"
He then replies very chill with the sexiest smirk
"Hi"
It was hot when he did it....It was just awkward when i did it 😩

"Would you like to come in ? " Jace asks feeling my awkwardness.

"Yea sure" I said trying to be cool as I could possibly be.

He grabs my hand and leads me in the house.
He has soft hands and a very nice house.
There's mahogany everywhere and wood floors.
As you walk in you see this cute little coat hanger, 5 of them
, and then to the right it's this big living room with a huge flat screen and right in front of you is the stairs to go to the second floor.

I saw the kitchen light on but he just guided me upstairs still holding my left hand.
My keys and phone in the other.
As we reach the top of the stairs there's a small hallway leading to one room but then you turn and there's another hallway with a few more doors.

He leads me to the furthest one in the back. That's his room.
He opens his door and we go in.
His room is painted off white with a poster of this band I'm not so familiar with. Apparently they were called 'Sleeping With Sirens'. I've heard of them before but I've never actually heard any of their music. I think there a rock band or something. Idk.
Anyway, I walk in and he let's go of my hand.
Not knowing whether I should sit or not, I just stand awkwardly.
He sits in this chair at his desk.

"Sit. Make yourself at home." He smiles.

I smile back and look around for a seat.

"On the bed." He says.
"Or would you much rather I get up out of comfort and you sit in this seat." I could sense his sarcasm.

"No, it's fine." I sat on the bed.
"So, how've you been?" I said.
"Good, and you? I sense I'm not going to receive the same answer." He says.
"Oh, uh yea, I've been okay, I guess." I lied.
"That's bullshit." He chuckled.
"How have you really been?" He asked
"I don't want to bore you." I said. I really didn't.

"You could never bore me Bay-B." I didn't believe him but I told him anyway.

"Kyler went missing for a while and I just kinda went into a great depression. I didn't know where he was. I didn't go to school or anything. It was pretty bad. I don't know what happen. I just kinda broke. I didn't know when or even If he was coming back! It took a tool on my mental state. He wasn't even gone that long...it just seemed like a lifetime to me because, I don't know."
I stop talking, getting the sense that he's bored and stopped listening, despite what he said.

"Do you like him? I thought you said you don't go that way? Sounds to me like you love him" He asks
"Uhm I dunno." I was still confused. He was asking good questions.
"I guess I am." I said
"You guess? You can't guess. Either you are or you aren't." He protested

"Iam then." I said nonchalant like.

OMG Jace was the first person I officially came out to. After Kyler of course but still....
"So do you like him?" He asked kinda awkwardly
"Yea. I guess I do." I knew that It was a little more than like. I loved Kyler but it just felt weird talking to Jace about Ky.

"Oh." He sounded sad.
"What's wrong?" I asked confused
"Nothing. Hey, what's so great bout this Kyler guy anyway?" He gets up and walks over to sit next to me on the bed.
"I don't know. " I felt kinda nervous. Thing is, I've never really stopped and asked myself that question.
"Is it just mental?" He asked
"What do ya mean?" I asks confused
"I mean the connection. Is it just a mental connection? Or is it more of a sexual connection?" He looks lustfully into my eyes.
I instantly get turned on. I never really got over that hard Ky gave me when I left, so this was making it 100x worse.
"Um I guess. Hey, wanna watch tv?" I shift my body awkwardly to hide the problem that has now arose.
"Why are you so nervous? Relax."
He puts his hand on mine and looks me in my eyes very passionately. I want him so badly. The lust I have for him is boiling up inside of me so fast I just might burst.
"Does he make you feel like this baby?" He leans his face into my neck and kisses me on the neck very softly. His lips are so soft.
"Wait.." I try to push him off me slightly. But he just gets more aggressive. He wraps his arm around my back and pulls me closer. I let out a small moan and give in. I rest my hand on the back of his neck and my eyes roll into the back of my head due to the pleasure he is granting me.
After a few minutes of passionate neck kisses he moves up to my chin...then my cheek. He then stops and makes our foreheads lean on one another. He leans in to kiss me but I pull away.
"I have a boyfriend." I wisper
"I don't care." He chuckles.
He puts his hand on my cheek and pulls me in closer. Our lips meet. It was the most electric kiss I've ever felt in my entire life.
I never wanted to stop.
I hear my phone vibrate.
"Ignore it." He says as he continues to kiss me.
The phone vibrates again...and again...
"I have to get it."
I turn around to pick up my phone.

Notifications:
7 Missed Calls From 'Ky🙈😘'
9 texts from 'Ky🙈😘'
1 text from 'Mom👩'
I look at the time.
Shit. It's 7:45
I was suppose to check on Ky at 7 for dinner.
"Shit. I gotta go." I said.
"What? Why? No. Stay baby." He pulls my shirt.
"I can't. I have to go do something." I grab my keys and phone in a hurry.

"Is it him?" He asks in a very flat voice.
"Yea, We were suppose to go to dinner tonight and I totally spaced."

He chuckled sarcastically.

"Stay the night with me?" He pleads.
"I can't Jace." I began to walk to the door.
"I'm sorry. I'll text you. And I'll be back. I promise." Why did I say that?

"Can I have one more kiss please?" He said.

I walked back over to him and have him a peck on the lips. He was standing at this time. As I tried to turn away, he pulls me back.
"What the hell was that?" He smiles and bites his lip.
He pulls me very close to him. Literally my dick is touching his thigh. He's taller than me so, that's kinda where it is. He puts his hand back on my cheek and pulls me in for yet another passionate kiss. This time, he grabs my butt really hard which causes me to let out a slight grunt. I'm completely in a trans at this point. If only you knew.

"Mmm okay baby I gotta go." I didn't mean to call him that.

"I like it when you call me baby." He smiles. He has yet to let go of me.
"Okay. Maybe I'll do it more often." I smile. I literally suck at flirting.

"But right now I have to go." I said finally pulling away from his grip.

I walk out of the door, down the steps and out the front door to my car.
I pick up my phone to text Kyler and tell him I'm on my way.

To Ky😍🙈:
I'm sorry babe, I over slept. I'm on my way.

I don't think I'm gonna tell him about this. I mean he doesn't need to know. Right?