A night of changes ahead
Drinking and partying
And dancing loosely in a crowd of people
People making out
The stench of alcohol
Skimpy glittery dresses on Girls
Button ups and plain tees on boys
Teenage bliss
Or so some say. Not me though. I don't really like partying or drinking. People call me lame for it but I don't really care what people think.
But you do. Which is why I'm alone this New Years. I thought that since me and benji are dating now, that maybe he'd want to spend New Years with me.
But I guess it didn't go both ways. He wanted to go to a big party, and expected that I would want to go. After I said I didn't, and that I'd rather stay, hw for pissed at me.
The words started to flood my mind again.
"Jorge I know you don't drink, but maybe you can just come and have fun?" He said, setting his phone down on the table after vigorously typing.
"No, I don't want to be around drunk people, and smell weed and shit. I'd rather just stay here with you." I said.
"Jorge- I'm-im not just gonna- just gonna not go! I mean c'mon? It's New Year's Eve?" He said, laughing as if it were a joke.
I didn't laugh though.
"Are you being serious right now?" He said, picking his phone back up and putting it in his pocket.
"Yeah." I said. He just shook his head, and grabbed the cooler he had filled up with beer prior.
"I can't believe you. I'm going." He said,
and that was almost four hours ago.
It was 11:00 pm now, one hour away from spending the very first seconds of 2020 alone.
Just like last year
And the year before that
I've gotten used to be alone on New Years
I just thought that this year would be different
I made myself a cup of hot chocolate and sat on the couch, awaiting the count down
5
4
3
2
1
Happy new year !
The people on the tv kissed, and I looked around
No benji in sight
Just me
And my hot chocolate
I took a sip and turned the tv off
So much of a happy New Years for me
Hi I made this because I got ditched at the person I was mad at that I made the last one shot from
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