Tw// drug abuse
This is an idea for a book I got while watching euphoria, I thot I'd drop it here since not many of you look here, and I appreciate the ones who do, so you get this :)
Also, this is a rough draft, when I turn this into a book everything will be more defined and detailed
Ily, stay safe
Please jorge just stop, for me
He said, as two perfectly shaped tears rolled out of his eyes and down his red cheeks
I nodded, bringing him into a hug and squeezing him tight
This wasn't like when you promise something to someone and there's an unspoken understanding that you both know you'll break the promise
No
When I promise (Lou) things, I keep them
~ I tried to think of Lous face. Those two perfectly shaped tears that seemed to roll right down his bright red cheeks, I tried to think of the promise I made him , how I hugged him
I tried to think of the words he said to me
"Please jorge, just stop, for me."
I really tried to hold on to the promise I spoke
But the tiny bright colored capsule wouldn't stop screaming my name
And I knew the only way I could get it to stop is if I crushed it
And then snorted it
So that's what I did
Except this wasn't like the last time I had done it, where a light breeze of happiness washed over me, and lights seemed to strobe
No
Everything was switching colors and screaming at me
And then I passed out
My mom found me with vomit spilled over the sides of my Mouth
I was crying as the ambulance strapped me into the bed
I looked over and caught a glimpse of Lou
I wasn't totally sure if it was him, but I felt it might be
"I'm sorry Lou." I said crying , trying to breathe
"I'm sorry I broke it Lou, I just can't do it. I'm sorry lou, Lou I'm sorry." I said.
Lou started sobbing, and my mom closed the doors of the ambulance, and we started driving away
