my body bathed in moonlight
his only showed in parts
it was just an empty dance between us two
in hiding, but not quite.
as we traded essence mouth to skin
skin to mouth
i felt how empty it all was
and this pleased me so
this pleased me so
it pleased me so
he pleased me so
i pleased him so
a miraculous thing happened
at 4 am
i had made it through a gate, joined the club
and still the memory of it all remains
despite the toxins in my brain
and in my gut, choking it down as it stayed
coursing through my veins
i bet
you could smell it on my breath
as i breathed in
and out
crying out, red and hot
happy new year
