anxious -davekat fanfiction [humanstuck]

Chapter Five

A/N
It's five in the morning and I can't sleep. Might as well try to continue this little shit
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[DAVES POV]

I walked into the bathroom to well go to the bathroom and saw karkat sobbing, fear filled me from head to toe, fear, and rage. I wanted to murder whoever did this to him. I ran to him and hugged him as tightly as I could, he started sobbing into my shirt and I rubbed the back of his head

"Shhh it's ok, it'll all be ok, I promise"

He sobbed more, he wasn't even taking enough time to breathe.

"Hey just calm down, ok? Do you remember what we did yesterday? We focused on breathing so let's do that again. Breathe in, and out" I made my breathing very visible like last time.

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[KARKATS POV]

I couldn't calm down. I had to cut. It was the only way I could calm down. Suddenly my Stomach felt terrible and I pushed Dave away before throwing up. Shit.

"Dude are you ok?! Do I need to get you some medicine or something?!"

I threw up again in the sink before leaning on him so I couldn't fall over, but I almost did. He caught me mid air tho.

"I haven't eaten i-in 48 hours, i n-need to have my l-lunch" I was able to somehow get the words out, although it proved to be hard.

Dave nodded and set me down carefully, running to my locker and coming back with my sandwich a few minutes later, I grabbed it and ate a bit, although it was hard to. He watched obviously in concern for a bit before speaking up.

"Let's leave. Staying at school isn't gonna help anything right now." I hesitated but nodded. He opened the bathroom window and climbed out of if, then helped me climb out of it as well. We got outside and my head still wasn't having it.

He picked me up bridal style, probably out of concern from me not being able to walk. and continued walking in silence. I curled up in his arms, I felt warm, and happy. Eventually he opened a door, bringing me inside with him. I saw a pair of pointy sunglasses and spiky hair, this must be Daves house, and that's probably his brother that he talked about.

"Oooo your right, he is cute, Daves found himself the most perfect guy to live his life with!!"

"Shut the hell up dirk, and keep it minimal with jokes that may hurt him, he's sensitive."

I didn't hear a reply from the deeper voice but noticed Dave putting me down on the couch and walking to the kitchen, which was pretty much the same room as the living room. I looked around and took a closer look at his brother, then we made eye contact, I don't know how I knew we did since I couldn't see his eyes, but we did. It felt terrible. I felt so scared of him. I was extremely uneasy while just sitting in something that was DAVES.

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[DIRKS POV]

I looked at him, his eyes were red and puffy as if he were just crying, plus there were tears under his eyes as well. He looked away from me and picked dead skin off of his extremely chapped lips. As well as occasionally stretching his wrists. Dave used to do that...

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[KARKATS POV]

I fidgeted, still dizzy, and anxious, waiting for Dave. But then he handed me a Bowl, I looked in it and there was rise..? And it has cheese on it?

"With rise you can think you ate less of it then you did and the cheese has Protein so that should help you feel better" he stated calmly. I nodded.

I ate it until it was nearly gone. Most of it was in silence but every once and a while Dave or dirk would speak up about some random thing.

"I'm all done..." I said softly. Dave nodded and took my bowl, bringing it to the kitchen and comping back to me% "wanna go to my room karkles?" He asked. I nodded, smiling a bit.

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A/N
Can u tell that I was craving rise while writing this?
That one was pretty short but oh well, see u next time u sick fucks
el~