The sass is real

13- Fucking Jared!

A/N Hey guys, I hope your day is amazing so far. If its morning there, good morning and I hope you have an an awesome day. If its night, then...sleep tight and dream of what makes you happy. Have fun reading this and don't forget to comment/vote/share! Sorry if its extremely short, I have an assignment to do and I need it to be done. I'll update tomorrow, I promise.

baiiii :)

Azelia's POV

I down another drink, adding to the pile of empty glasses in front of me. I count them precisely and find that I've emptied 5 glasses but am yet to feel the effects. Well my getting drunk plan is off to a great start! I look at the door, still feeling as horrible about it as before. Jared is honestly such a slut...but then again, I'm stupid for even thinking I could miraculously change him and get him to freaking like me back. My heart feels a bit lighter at my confession but remembering what Desire and Jared are doing at this very moment, it goes back to feeling horrible. She's a slut too...maybe they are perfect for each other. I look around and see Chachi and Dina sucking face with random guys, obviously drunk. Well then...they aren't as smart as I pegged them to be!

I look at the time and slowly rise, wanting to leave since im not feeling the best tonight and honestly, I'm so close to being done. I grab Dina and tell her im leaving, hearing her mumble something and drink another bottle of beer. I walk over to my bag and pick it up, seeing in the corner of my eye the door open. Jared stumbles out with messy hair and crinkled clothes, a red cheeked Desire behind him, essentially in the same condition. Jared spots me and sees the bottle of beer in my empty hand, frowning disapprovingly. Like he fucking cares! He looks like he's about to walk over to me but Desire pulls him away and talks to him. They both look over at me and it seems as if a conversation about me is taking place, without me. Jared shakes his head and she lets go of him, smiling. He walks over to me, glancing quickly and then walking past me. I turn my head, feeling a familiar sting in my heart at that but he looks unfazed and uncaring. He takes a glass of punch to Desire and she smiles, making him smile too in turn. I turn away, not wanting to bare any of it. I slam the door as I leave, wanting anything to desperately soothe the hurt I'm feeling. But nothing does....

I sit in my car and just..explode. I punch my steering wheel, crying out in both frustration and sadness. I stomp my feet and hurt everything in my way, punching and hitting. I scream and a strangled sob escapes my throat. Why the hell did me liking him have to happen? Why does he have to be a slut..? Why did Desire have to ruin everything? Why did Gran have to die? Why did mum have to die? Why the hell am I feeling this way over some boy that doesn't even like me back? Why cant I just shut out the world? I collapse and after I regain my composure, I drive off and go home.

I wipe my eyes and open the door, seeing the red light on the phone beeping.

"Hey Azelia, its your father here. Anyway I was calling to say that your mother and I are coming to your graduation after all. I cant believe you're graduating in just 6 days. Anyway you're probably busy so I'll leave but I want you to know that you should study but also have fun. Its senior year, go out and have fun. Make friends, meet a guy whatever it is that you kids do nowadays. Love you, bye", the message ends there.

Oh no dad...no. You have it all wrong!

I'm done with boys, I'm done with everything. I'm just going to study and graduate, saying goodbye to this hellhole and hopefully trapping everyone else in it. There's no more time for 'meeting guys' oh no! There's going to be just studying and going to university. I wont talk to friends, I wont talk to anyone. Especially not Jared or Desire.

They can fucking die because as far as I'm concerned, they're dead to me. Everyone is. Im done with boys'

I'm done with heartbreak.