𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐚𝐲, kᥲt᥉ᥙkι bᥲkᥙg᥆ᥙ

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tears continue to stream down my face as i grip my arm, nails digging into my skin. maybe this physical pain will take over my emotional torture.

but sadly nothing seems to be working. i choke on my sobs, trying to quiet down in case someone catches me.

i wipe my tears and take a shaky breath. my tissues are soaked through from my endless tears.

my hear aches as my mind is filled with thoughts and scenarios of when we all become heroes, everything going smooth one minute then the next... bakugou is in my arm, blood splattered over his hero suit, his once bright crimson eyes are now dull and lifeless.

"i - i don't w - want b - baku to die..."

I've been crying and sobbing for about three weeks now and no one has seemed to notice. I'm both happy and a tad sad that no one has been able to see through my weak mask.

*knock knock*

i jump from the sudden knock and throw the tissues away, not forgetting to turn my tear stained pillow over before getting the door.

i let a sniffle out as i open the door, my glossy [your eye color] meeting bright maroon ones. "baku..."

he stares at my flushed face and red eyes. "the hell happened to you? eat too many hot peppers or somethin'?" he ask as he pushes past me and plops down on my bed, something he does regularly.

i smile lightly and close the door, nodding at his suggestion. "yes... i ate too many peppers."

my hands go behind my back, nails once again digging into my flesh. seeing bakugou appear so suddenly right after my crying session has me feeling like the flood gates would open anytime.

i wince quietly when i feel my nails  cutting into my skin, blood slithering down my wrist. please don't let baku see, I think, my gaze at my window.

bakugou's magenta eyes flickered down to the single droplet of blood that hit the floor and his heart lurches. he stands up abruptly and yanks my hand. "what the hell, [your name]?" he asks, concern clearly present in his tone.

i pull my hand away and smile, waving my hand about. "it's nothing baku, just a tiny scratch," he still doesn't look convinced so i use the only card i have on the table and wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to my parted lips.

usually, baku would take any chance to feel his lips on mine but when we connected, he pulled away after a split second and glared at me, his once pale cheeks are a light shade of pink, glowing brightly. "don't try to change the damn subject."

i sigh and look down, my hands gripping his black shirt tightly, surely leaving creases. his warm arms wrapped around my waist making me look up. "come on [your name], you can tell me." his voice is gentle and kind as he moves us to my bed.

"baku i...i don't want us to grow up..."

i look up at him for his reaction, his hands around my tummy tighten slightly as he stares at me, placing a soft kiss on my head, keeping me secure on his lap. "why?"

looking down once again, i twiddle my thumbs a pout childishly. "w - well... baku, heroes get hurt... really bad sometimes... and i don't want that to happen to you..." i feel tears trickle down my cheeks as i shift on his lap and hold him tightly, burying my face in his chest. "please don't leave me baku... please..."

a chuckle erupts from bakugou, making me look up at him confused, why was he laughing? "w - what's funny, baku?"

"your a damn idiot, you know that? why the hell would i die? i'm the fucking best in our class, no way am i gonna die. stop being so over - dramatic [your name]." he smirks, he fucking smirks. is he a that cocky and idiotic?

i feel my body move on its own and my hand suddenly hurts. my eyes stare up at the red hand mark on bakugou's cheek. he looks at me dumbfounded.

"is it so dumb for me to worry about you, huh? to want to protect you? to want you to be able to come home to me? am i being dumb because i love and care for you!?" i yell, hot tears streaming down my face.

bakugou finally snaps out of it and sighs. "look... i admit i was a bit cocky before but... i worry about you too. don't you think i worry when you go on family trips out of the country? when you arrive late to our dates? when you keep shit like this from me?"

"[your name] i love you so damn much and i want you safe." he wraps his arms around me and holds me tightly, his warm embrace making me feel weak and i let out small cries and whimpers, hiccuping softly. bakugou rubs my back as he continues, his head resting on my silky [your hair color] hair.

"if it makes you feel better, i'll try to be careful whenever i'm out, okay? i'll be careful just for you." i nod, not trusting my voice that could crack from my endless tears. "i love you." he whispers in my ear before kissing my cheeks, nose and lips tenderly.